Losing Isaish

Chapter 1

Shayla Pov // When It Gets Cold And I'm Feeling Kind Of Lonely I'm Hoping That You're Gonna Put A Cover On Me ,I Sung Lowly As I Laid On My Leather Red Furniture Looking At Pictures  Of  Isaish . Lord I Miss Him So Much , I Mumbled To Myself. Isaish Was My Everything , Once I Lost  My Grandma I Found Him Trying To Fill Up The Missing Piece Of My Grandma But It  Didn't Do Me Any Good Cause After About 2 Years Of Our Relationship I Lost Him Due To Tbe Streets Which I Think He Loved More Than Me . So Many Times I Tried To Get Him Out The Drug Game But Everytime He Would Say "This My Only Way Out ."

   Isaish Was Shot By One Of His Biggest Enemies Kane. I Remember It Like It Was Yesterday, I Was Laying On The Couch With Our 1 Year Old Daughter When My Brother Devin Called Me And Told Me Isaish & Him Had Been Shot At . I Almost Lost It When He Called Me  I Had Rushed To The Hospital Going Fast As I Could But It Was Too Late Cause Once I Arrived  Isaish Had Already Passed. I Almost Lost It When I Was Informed  Isaish Didnt Pull Through Due To Him Being Shot At More Times Than Devin Whom Was  Lucky Enough To Pull Through.

  Mwa Mwe Hungry My Now 3 Year Old  Daughter Maciah Whined As She Pulled On My Ear. Stop Maciah , I Said Taking Her Hand Off My Ear As I Got  Up Walking Inside The Kitchen To Cook Us Something To Eat .

  Guess I'll Make Some Chicken ,I Mumbled To Myself As I Took A Box Of Mashed Potatoes Out The Cabinet. Devin , I Yelled  As I Begun Rinsing Off The Chicken . What Sis , Devin Asked Walking In The Kitchen Fully Dressed . Where You Going , I Asked As I Start Seasoning The Chicken With Lawrys . You Already Know Shayla , Devin Mumbled Picking Up Maciah . You'll Never Learn , I Mumbled  To Devin .

  
Friends Are There Through Thick And Thin Well I've Been Told That And I Believe Its Automatic Call Me When You Need A Friend Played From My Phone Which Indicated That My Best Friend Alicia Was Calling . Hello , I Answered As I Placed The Chicken In The Oven . I'm On My Way Over So You Can Do My Hair , Alicia Yelled Through The Phone & Then Quickly Hung Up Not Giving Me Time to Reply .

  That Bitch , I Mumbled As I Begun Cooking The Turnip Greens . Mwa Mwa Mwa I Looked Down Seeing Maciah Pulling On My Pants. What Snuggles, I Asked Looking Down At Her , She Handed Me Her Empty Sippy Cup. Hold On Pooh , I Mumbled  As I Placed The Spoon Down & Walked Over To The Refrigerator To Pour Maciah Some Of Her Juicy Juice.

  Sis I'm Out , Devin Said As He Walked Inside The Kitchen Hugging Me & Placing A Kiss On Maciah Cheek As She Giggled. Please Be Safe Devin , I Yelled As He Nodded At Me Walking Out . The Food Almost Done Maciah , I Said Tickling Her Tiny Red Cheeks As She Squirmed Out My Hands Yelling Stwop Mwa .

Knocks Were Heard On The Door Which Caused Me To Place Maciah Down As I Walked To The Door Seeing It Was Alicia. Tt , Maciah Yelled Running To Alicia As I Walked Back Inside The Kitchen Taking The Food Out.

   Alicia Bring Maciah In Here , I Yelled As I Fixed Maciah Plate Sitting It At The Table Along With Her Sippy Cup Of Juicy Juice.

     Mwa Thwis Twicken  Gwood , Maciah Said Taking A Bite Of Her Potatoes. That's Good Mama's But Eat Some  Of Your Greens, I Said Moving Her Juice From Beside Her . Nwo , Maciah Frowned . Maciah Don't Play With Me , I Said As She Looked At Me Attempting To Roll Her Eyes . Give Me Your Hand Maciah , I Said Sternly . No Mwa I Sorry , She Whimpered As I Popped Her Tiny Hands About Three Times & She Quickly Let Out Fake Tears . Cut It Out Maciah, I  Said Sternly. What You Do To My Baby, Alicia Asked Walking In The Kitchen. Alicia Don't Come In Here Tryna Tell Me How To Raise My Daughter Wait To You Have Some , I Mumbled . Okay, Alicia Said Softly Walking Out The Kitchen And I Knew What I Said Had Cut Her Deep Due To Her Not Being  Able To Have Kids .