Chances

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Bakit ako natatakot i-open ang message n'ya? huhu shet.

Chraze : got your number from my sister. I just want to tell you that, I need your report for next week if you're not going to pass it to me this night automatically, you can find your own new group. bye, deadline would be 8:00 just incase you need to revise that, the early the better.

Wow, I can't believe him. napa english din tuloy ako, gg wala pang pasok bukas!!!! okay lang ba s'ya ha? take note ako mismong leader tas, huwaw nahiya ako sa'yo kuya.

Me: deadline? gusto mo ikaw nalang patayin ko? can you chill the hell out? I mean just look, wala pang pasok bukas and you want me to do it right now?!

Chraze: hey, I don't chill with my grades. I take it seriously, tbh I don't think you deserve to be the leader for now. Sorry but ain't sorry, sweet. So don't flirt with the guy with you right now, go home and do it.

Me: hey din! I'm not chill and I'm serious with my own grades too. I don't care whatever you think, bastard! and how the f*ck did you know that I'm with a guy right now? stalking me? hm...

Chraze: I didn't know that your face is like a book, ang kapal. You know what happend earlier with me and Gedrine, don't act like you don't know anything. I saw you and the guy earlier, so I'm expecting you're still with him. Sa tagal mong d nag reply, wala kang ginagawa? d ako tanga.

Me: hindi ka tanga? to inform you, tanga ka sa pag ibig.

panes ka ngayon, boiiii whahahaha. bahala s'ya. grabe talaga ugali nung mukang unggoy na may lahing kabayo! ayun sa sobrang havey ng sinabi ko hindi na s'ya nag reply.

Happy af to rolling my eyes 360° real quick, so real.

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"Thank you for the night! Hanggang sa muli, sana makabalik ka kaagad" sabay yakap sakanya ma mmiss ko 'tong lalakeng 'to huhu. Hoping he'll be back soon, ff to that time please. But everything that heals completely, takes a lot of time.

It's exactly 9:30 ng makabalik nako sa bahay, chineck ko kaagad phone ko kasi nag message si Zaiden, ayun nag long message s'ya. Same with me, What a night! naisipan ko tuloy gawin yung report ko.

ang report kasi namin medyo connected sa music, dahil nga first quarter palang. Ang nabigay na topic sakin ni Chraze ay tungkol sa mga love songs, and chuchuaves.

Habang nakikinig sa mga kanta, live performances and many more. What I realize about the people who singing it, the song is not how you sing it nicely, smoothly, no. It's about how you express your true feelings, when you're inlove w/ that person your referring to, hindi ka mahihirapan ipakita yung emosyon na kailangan na maramdman din ng mga nakikinig sa'yo. Kahit pangit ka pa kumanta pero nag effort ka, naisulat mo yung mga gusto mong iparating, I believe you're already lucky and very blessesd. Because not all people don't know how to express their feelings. Like me, nahihirapan ako kung ano ba talaga nararamdaman ko, overthinking could really kill a person's heart and mind.

Biglang nag notif si Chraze, may naisagot na ba s'ya dun sa sinabi ko? whahahahaha!

Chraze: tanga nako sa pag ibig pero hindi ako makakalimutin, akin na report mo.

Me: ito na po.

Chraze: Finally! You could sleep now

Me: hindi ako inaantok, about what happend sainyo nung ex gf mo, does your sister knows? or Dervayn?

Chraze: unfortunately, hindi nila alam na I love her until now. They know that, I've already move on but behind the screens, I'm still suffering from the pain but I could endure it anytime soon.

Big word yung nasabi nya ah, hindi talaga sya nagbibiro. Seryoso talaga sya sa babae, woooooaw.

Me: makakamove on kadin, ay hindi ka nga pala susuko. Wag kang mag alala, hinding hindi ko ipagsasabi tungkol sa mga alam ko. Just a advice, okay? I think you have to move on, I mean clearly wala kanang pag asa pero it's still up to you. I'll go to sleep, byeeee!

at sineen n'ya lang ako. wow, wow huhu pero okay lang.

++ last na muna yan for todaaay, siguro sa sunday update ko na 6 to 12 woooo. God bless y'all!!!