Cologne X (Yaoi BoyxBoy)

Chapter 6: Fight

Chapter 6: Fight

Just as Kusaka said, he took me to some fancy restaurant. It was a beautiful Japanese palace looking building with golden statues, and paper lanterns. He orders sake as I liked.

"I always came here as a kid. I love it here." He smiled looking at me.

"Oh okay." I said as I ate. I felt rude not talking much, but I had nothing to say. I don't want to feel attached. I felt his stare as I looked up. I was right.

"Please stop staring at me, it's displeasing."

"Sorry, you're just so perfect." He blushed looking down. I don't get him. "Yamada I wanted to-"

"Seiji!!? Is that you?!" I heard someone yelled my name, and looked up to see my father. This cruel sick man I despised all my life is standing in front of me. He took my wrist, and dragged me out the restaurant. I felt the stares of others as he made that idiotic scene. He yelled at me about not keeping Miyu, and how much of a disappointment I was as a son. I'm sick of his bullshit. Kusaka would bad mouth him in front of me. He defended me.

"Don't talk about Yamada like that!" That was all I heard from Kusaka that night. My mind was blank. I felt I never did anything right in my father's eyes. Now why was this man Kusaka standing up for me? Why would be even like me? I tugged his sleeve.

"Drive me home. I don't feel great." He immediately nodded. I went to his car as I heard him yelling at my father one last time. I didn't make out what he yelled, but I knew he defended me once again. Stop this nonsense Kusaka. Stop loving me.

I invited him in my place as I laid on the couch, hiding my face. I didn't want to cry, but I did as silently as I could. I knew Kusaka would noticed. I felt his hand rubbing my back. Don't touch me! Don't show you care! I hate feeling any type of emotion.

"Your father is wrong. You're doing great. I actually admired you since day one even if I hated your guts." He said softly trying to hint a joke.

"Thank you." I whispered turning around on my back to face him. I saw him leaning close to me. A kiss maybe? His cold lips brushed on mine. My body acted on it's own as I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him in. What was I doing? I sought a touch. I wanted someone to make me feel wanted. Kusaka was the source at the time. I parted my lips from his. My headache was returning. I have to go sleep it off.

"Please let me sleep." I said.

"Okay I'll go." He said getting up.

No. Don't go so suddenly. I felt my hand grabbing his sleeve.

"No stay." I said shyly. My thoughts are killing me. I don't want this man, but I didn't want to be alone. I felt myself drifting to sleep. But I was aware of one thing, he stayed with me.

I woke early. I rubbed my eyes seeing Kusaka on the floor knocked out. He really did stay. I got up to prepare for the day with a shower, shave, and so on. I made some expresso as I heard him walking close. I handed him his cup, and sat down.

"Go to work. I won't be going in. I don't feel great." I said taking my first sip.

"Can I stay with you?" He asked.

"No!" I screamed.

"But why?" He asked.

"Today is one week. Now we go back to how we were. Boss and worker, superior and subordinate. Understand?! I have no interest in you or this homosexual fake relationship!" I felt my words shutter. If Kana found out, would I be leaked? I don't care. This man is not my partner, and never will be.