Cologne X (Yaoi BoyxBoy)

Chapter 9: Scandal

Chapter 9: Scandal

"This fucker." I growled throwing my laptop on the floor. It was an e-mail that flipped my head. The e-mail consisted of attachments. The attachments were pictures of Kyou kissing a mystery woman. I felt my heart breaking. How much of this pain can I take? I went out to my balcony, and lit a cigarette.

"If you weren't serious, why did you tell me you will love me forever?" I felt myself choking on my tears. I dropped to my knees, trying to hold back tears. I failed. I loved Kusaka. I loved him more than anything I've ever loved, but he has a woman now. He should have a woman. It's better this way. I wiped my eyes. "It's better that way." I chanted those words in my head over, and over.

"Yamada are you okay?" Kusaka touched my hand as I jerked away. We were at a cafe. I didn't want to make a scene. "Yamada!"

"Shut up!" I screamed. I didn't want him to talk to me anymore. He stayed silent. He followed me home as usual.

"Stop following me." I growled. "I am annoyed!"

"Tell me what's wrong?" He suggested as I shook my head.

I went inside, and he followed in.

"Yamada please!" He yells grabbing me.

"You fucking cheated!" I screamed in his face.

"How?! When?!"

"The pictures!" I pointed to my laptop. He went over, and boot it up. The pictures were flashing before his very eyes.

"What is this?" He looked upset. "This was Sayuri when we were dating. Don't take it the wrong way." What kind of sad excuse is that!? "Look! She sent them! How can you miss this?!"

"Whatever." I walked off as he grabbed me. He started kissing me roughly. "Mmmh!" I moaned. His kisses got deeper as I felt my nerves calming down.

"Baby I'll never cheat on you." He touches my face plastering my face with many kisses.

"Kyou I wish you would stop loving me." I cried as he held me in his arms.

"Why?"

"I can't give you anything!" I knew my time was running short.

"You are going through treatment! You are getting better!" He screams.

I couldn't stand this life anymore. I was so desperate that I even undergo treatments that made me lose hair. I constantly had to wear wigs to look normal. I couldn't stand this anymore.

"It's okay baby. I won't leave." He kisses me again.

That night I began sketching. I decided I will draw us standing under the Eiffel Tower. I wanted to give him something before I go.

The next morning, Kusaka invited me to the mall. I decided to go. It could clear my mind up.

"It will be fun." He smiles. I nodded.

We walked around the mall like friends. He didn't show public affection, and I didn't mind. I felt his hand touch mine.

"Yamada, I need to go to bathroom."

"Okay." I followed him to the bathroom, he pulled me into the bathroom with him. It was a one person bathroom. Checkered tiled floor, with velvet red wallpaper. It was clean.

"Baby I'm so horny for you." He blurted out

"We can't! We are in public!" I yelled.

"Please help me." His face was red, and his manhood was hard. I unbuttoned his jeans, and started jerking him with my hand. He placed his head on my shoulder breathing into my neck. He undid my zipper, and did the same for me.