Cologne X (Yaoi BoyxBoy)

Chapter 10: Ending

Cologne 10: Ending

I met up with Junko Kana the next day at his house. I kept the meeting a secret from Kusaka.

"I'm so sorry." He bowed. "I didn't know you were going though something like this."

"I guess word got around." I looked off to the blue sky.

"Kyou told me. He says you're getting better. You're still sick aren't you?" He looked at me.

"Yeah. I don't know how much I have. Please don't tell Kyou."

"I won't. Hey can I ask something?"

"Yeah."

"Are you scared? Of dying I mean."

"I wasn't, but ever since I fell in love with Kyou, I started being scared. I got scared thinking about when our last moment will be."

"Live it to your fullest." Junko said.

"Right. I think I will take him to the beach as our last date."

"Why the beach?" He asked.

"The beach is a peaceful place. I like the sunset."

"Okay. I wish you luck, and again I'm sorry."

I came back home to Kusaka.

"Let's go to the beach next Sunday." I suggested as he didn't refuse. He always agrees with me. Why?

That night Kusaka was watching tv. I laid in his lap.

"It's been a while." I smirked. Keeping a fake face pained me, but I had to. I kept hearing the bells. It's getting louder every hour.

"Yamada I don't know." He seemed off.

I didn't bother as I tugged out his shaft. I started sucking on him roughly. He moans out.

"Ahh ahh Yamada." He clearly was enjoying it as I continued.

He takes out a condom, and pins my arms down on the couch, and entered me.

"Ahh!" I moaned out loudly taking him in. "Bury yourself inside." He blushed at my words.

"Yamada you are so...sexy." He blushed as I did the same.

He moves his hips quickly. I felt my knees shaking. I love having his large rod in me. It felt so good. It made my insides dance. Ah this sensation.

"Come inside Kyou." I moaned moving in for a kiss.

He kisses me, and nods. Soon I felt his release inside. The feeling of lust devoured my body.

Sunday came around quite fast. Maybe I did choose the right day. The ringing in my ears were unbearable. I heard them so loudly that it made my eyes water.

"Kyou, can you carry me?" I asked him when we arrived at the beach.

"Of course." He stood down, and I got on his back.

The sunset was bright. The weather was cool. The bells ringing were loud. Kids were screaming in the bells. I heard them chanting death death death!

Kyou walked along the beach slowly. I smelled his cheap cologne once again. The smell I grew to love.

"Sing for me." He said. I started crying. He didn't noticed. I started singing the song we heard on the radio once. It was Madonna's 'Crazy For You' track. Kusaka was always fond of my English.

"Swaying room..." I started singing. This strange feeling suffocated my body. I tried to maintain my rhythm, but something felt off. I knew what it was. My body is slowly shutting down. I looked over at the sunset while still singing. I wanted to kiss him one last time, but he will know. I have to keep singing. The sunset started dripping blood. My eyes widen. I am hallucinating.

I continued singing as I started feeling tired. Kyou..... I wish I could call out his name, but I didn't want to see his sad face no longer. I can't look at him.

Kyou, I can't thank you more than enough. I wrote him a letter along with his painting, but no words could fully describe my feelings for him. He leaves me speechless. I wish I never met him sometimes, but because of him, I fought a little harder. I tried to stay in this world a little longer. Now it's time to part. I slowly felt my eyes shutting. This isn't me being sleepy. It wasn't a sleepy feeling. I tried to keep my eyes opened. I tried to think of anything possible to keep my eyes open, but they closed on it's own.

Kyou this is farewell....please take care of yourself. I love you. Not as a subordinate any longer, but as my lover. I love you.

Farewell my lover.

End