The Little Black Book of Imagines

Depression & Anxiety & Similar Things

That is a really deep title...

Hello.

So I just wanted to talk to you guys and say a few things bc we never discuss personal stuff and we're friends right? I hope so.

There is probably going to be some run on sentences and no commas or periods but hey.

So first I wanted to tell you guys that I suffer from depression and anxiety and insecurity.

Before you leave, read all of this, because it may help you or someone you know.

My insecurity is simple. There are things about myself that I wish I could change at the snap of a finger. It annoys me so much!

My anxiety is worst bc I get it when I'm driving a busy highway...or ordering McDonald's....I can't talk to strangers in public...I like new people I just can't talk to them...I literally stand there smiling awkwardly. My anxiety -along with some other things- is what's holding me back from making YouTube videos which is something I've been wanting to do for a year and a half...

My depression is rare...it's not a constant depression it only happens every blue moon...but once I'm depressed...I starve myself and I don't sleep and I spend my nights tweeting and watching YouTube..basically trying to grasp something to make me happy. Which is why I write. It's also why I constantly ask for comments...like voting is cool and thanks for reading but I value conversation and interactiveness-ization (NAILED IT!)

It's why I love One Direction...I fell in love with this band at a time when I was depressed and I couldn't leave my dorm to go to class or get food...I wasn't functioning like a 'normal' college student...and then I fell in love with a bunch of idiots and they came with other lovely people like 5SOS and Ed (♥)...

And lately I've been feeling myself fall back into that same thing. My depression is coming back with a vengeance and I am trying so hard to not fall. But I can't grasp anything....nothing is making me happy right now...

So, I say all of that to say that my inbox works my Twitter DMs my Instagram DMs....they all work! If ANY of you suffer from Depression, Anxiety, Self harm or Anorexia or ANYTHING! TALK TO ME!! We can help each other.

Also, if you follow my Instagram account cassiemsm then you already know this...but if you have watched JC Caylen's video with Nash Grier and Cameron Dallas then don't listen to them. They were not being smart about their answer choices (bc they were being personally honest). If a guy doesn't like you for you and everything you don't want to change then to hell with him. You don't need that shit. You're better than that shit. And do not abuse the girls that are defending them to the death bc they don't know that they deserve better. Half of the shit that they talked about doesn't relate to a quarter of the female population. psh!

I hope this all made sense I just really wanted to share something personal with you and hopefully help someone.

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I'll update tomorrow with some SEX!

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