Sans x Reader - Soul Mates

Part 3

Sans POV

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I held (Y/N) in my arms. I was worried. They have been knocked out for over a week now. I knew the reason for it, and that just made it so much worse. They were suffering from a magic overload. Most humans didn't have any magic. So when they had rushed in to save Asgore, no all of us, they had used magic they didn't have. Many young monsters did this their first time with using magic, but the keyword was YOUNG. (Y/N) was a grown adult! The way they used their magic in such a sudden manner and at such an old age to start using magic... They could have died! And I didn't do anything to stop them. I let then nearly kill themselves just for us and stood there and watched it! I nearly let my soulmate die... I don't deserve such a beautiful soul as theirs. The swirling purples and greens, it was amazing. I could lose myself in their soul if I wanted to. Which was exactly what I was doing now. It helped me calm down to watch their soul dance. It was as if they were dancing to a song no one could hear but them. It was amazing to see a soul with two traits, I had never seen one like this. Out of all those people, none of them had a multi-trait soul. My soul mate sure was something, to have perseverance and kindness at the same time... I'm so lucky. I forced myself to look away. I may be lucky but it was no reason to forgive myself. They nearly died! Fuck... I needed to get out of here. I gently brushed a piece of hair behind their ear and stood from the chair I was sitting in. A few of my bones popped and I sighed. I really didn't want to leave them here. All alone and completely defenceless. My soul was screaming at me to stay with them but I knew better. They were going to be mad when they awoke and I knew I shouldn't be the first face they see when they do. Even though my soul was shattering I walked from the room and closed the door lightly. I shook my head and walked down the hallway. All the monsters had quickly done their best to set a town right outside of a human one. Turns out our gold was worth more then we thought it would ever be. So many of us rushed to buy houses, businesses, and go to school. That was before we were shoved back under the mountain.

"SANS? IS THAT YOU BROTHER?" I heard Papyrus yell from the kitchen. I walked down the stairs and collapsed onto the couch.

"Yeah, bro. It is." I answer back to him as I sighed and rubbed my face with my hands. Papyrus came out of the kitchen wearing a "kiss the cook" apron on, but he had marked out the 'cook' part so now it read "kiss the cool dude". I quickly put on my fake smile that I always did when I'm around pap, well when I'm around anyone. I looked up at his face. I was shocked to see him clutching the wooden cooking spoon in both hands as he held it to his chest. He looked worried. 

"Brother, what is wrong with the human. They won't wake up and you rarely leave their side. I'm worried about the both of you." He said quietly. I stood up and walked to him.

"Paps... They're going to be fine. I promise." I said. It would sound to an outsider that I was trying more to convince myself of it then I was paps. To be truthful I was. My soul was screaming at me to go back to them. To hold them and to make sure they were safe. But the thing that scared me the most was out of all those small voices overlapping themselves in my soul there was one. That one was screaming the loudest. It was screaming at the top of its lungs to go back in that room, pin them to the bed, and mate with them. I knew that I couldn't do that. I knew that they needed to be awake and to be able to tell me no if they didn't want me. Oh, Asgore! What if they rejected me! I could feel my magic start to flare up. I need to get out of here!

"Paps... look. I need to get out of here right now. I'm sorry." I quickly turned away from my little brother, quickly walked to the door, he yanked it open and into the loud thunderstorm he ran.