chapter 4

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Joel's pov

"So were are we going

"Where do you want to go ?"

"Mmm the park I need fresh air "
Sandra said

"Alright the park it is"

When we got there we went to sit at a bench next to the little pond.

It was dead silent

I decided to break the silence and ask her a question .

"Sandra" I said
"Yes" she said
"Are you okay ?"
"Yeah why?"
"Well you been avoiding me"

"Well because um you took me by surprise when you you said you liked me" she said

"All I did was just mest up our friendship huh ."

"You didn't ruin our friendship and well I also kinda of like you too" she said shyly .

I was shocked when she said that my thoughts got interrupted by her .

"Well I have to go bye" she said nervously .

"Bye" I said also nervously .

Sandra's pov

It was pretty obvious I avoided him because I'm still shocked about him liking me.

I'm also not sure if I like him or Zabdiel more I have mixed feelings right now 😔.

I bet he was shocked when I told him I like him back .

I've known Joel for a week but it feels like I known him all my life.

Zabdiel actually had been my best friend since I was like five and still is .

Chris is my friend but seems more like an older brother to me and he's the only one that knows I like Zabdiel.

I hope he didn't tell Zabdiel ...

Zabdiel's pov

I heard Sandra tell Joel she was avoiding him because he took her by surprise when he told her he likes her .

He likes her?

When was this ?

Does she like him too ?

All I will ever be is her best friend 😔.

I decided to leave and go to talk with Chris .

I had a feeling once that she liked me but that feeling went away as soon as Joel came.

I never has the guts to tell her that I love her because I didn't want to ruin our friendship .

I don't even know what to do anymore I don't want to lose her .

This stuff is just all in my head and it gets to me sometimes .

Chris tells me to relax but I can't I can't I love her .

Chris keeps saying she likes me but how would he know ?

Did she tell him anything ?

Has he told her I like her ...

Joel's pov

She said she likes me that took me as a surprise .

Then again I'm happy she likes me back.

I will try my best to have her fall for me like how I fell for her .

Hopefully she does because I love her so much and I would do anything for her.

Does Zabdiel like Sandra ?

It looks like it I mean he's always with her .

I know he's her best friend but he has a spark in his eyes every time he sees her .

I don't blame him for falling for her she's so beautiful ....

Hey guys I finally updated again :) how is this chapter ? Sorry for any errors :/ and if this story sucks ☹️who should Sandra end up with Zabdiel or Joel ? Tell me in the comments :) until the next update 😊 ♡♡♡ and thank you if you read this boring confusing story and what I just wrote right here lol . Well bye ✌️🙂

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