My diary is my life

My first crush

August 12-16 7:00
           Dear,
                     Diary I wish that i could sleep but i can't.ugh I don't think I have Katherine and jacks numbers I need to get back them gtg moms coming to wake me up

                                                         Mia G.

                      AT SCHOOL

so today I was looking at a boy .
hair golden ,eyes sparkling blue like the ocean,skin soft ( at least that's what I think I've never actually touched him) skinny like a twig ( not saying that's a bad thing) I wish he would talk to me I was so busy looking at him Katherine and jack almost read my diary. I was in math class doing my test and I failed my test grade 65%  I knew he wasn't going to date someone with bad grades. After a few days in tutoring I should get all A's. In between classes I have been studying after school I went in to retake the test and he was there to
Once the teacher said you may start I flew it was like I've already finished
And all was good I got an 85% I admit I could have done better be I got it no need for extra tutoring .
Then it happened he talked to me he asked me a question he said " hey your Mia right can you do tutoring" of course I said yes we meet each day in the library. After five days it happened the three girl came up to me and said I'm Melanie leader of the hotshots and these are my friends Mickey the artist and Missy the stupid but all about fashion we heard about you were torturing nick I had to see because you know.......he's my bf boyfriend as they walked away laughing I grew dark like I always did when something happened to me last  time this happened i almost killed my brother but I was going to do something bigger I called my dad and told him to bring my old boyfriend down he was hotter than nick he arrived at my school   and we walked around the school with him and he kissed me every time I had to go to class after school my plan was in action. I went up to Melanie and told her" I don't need nick I've got Kyle my bf boyfriend would you and nick like to have a double date". They said sure and we meet at a very fancy reasturant. We ate and talked once the bill came out ours was $179 which wasn't a problem but there's was $150 Melanie said ugh I can't afford this nick agreed me and Kyle paid for ours and left laughing like we were in London I miss home but nick and Melanie have to help at the restaurant

Honestly when I got home I felt kinda bad.
😔
I have to remember I'm not in London anymore.

it's fair for me to act like this
I'm such a BRAT

                    Sincerely,

                             Mia G.