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There she is.
Brown hair flowing down her shoulders and wearing that necklace.
She smiles and waves to my direction.
Her tan skin glowing under the sun,
her smile so bright, it just lit up my whole day.

She is wearing that hoodie I gave her. I've never seen her wear it before, but it fits and looks like it was made just for her.
My heart skipped a beat when she smiled, and it feels like the feelings are growing stronger day by day.
The feelings I've been trying to conceal every day,
the ones I said would never have a place again in my heart;
The ones that were dominated by my pride.

I guess she did change.
She became even more beautiful day by day,
her benevolent soul just radiates.
her constant attentiveness is so clear in her eyes; they were the ones of a person who experienced it all.
She is still as small as a violet,
but who knew that she could provide the greatest warmth, comfort and affection.

I can't deny it.
I do miss her.
I realize now, what she said was true.
Apathy had taken control of me,
my fury and inconsiderateness,
they only gave me guilt and regret in the end.
If only I could turn back time,
I would have held her tight in my arms.
I would have told her I love her.  I would have taken back the words I said.

Each step she takes, my heart beats faster.
Is it me she's smiling at?
Is it me she's walking to?
Is it me who is lucky enough to feel her love again?

Then my heart sank.
She walked right past,
To someone else behind me.
To the arms of another man.

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