The Opium of Love

Chapter 19

*The story is continuing with Carolain's POV*

"Caroline NO!!!!!!!!!! ................ Don't" She yelled

"You killed Naru..........You won't kill anyone else, I won't let anyone lse to feel that's what i have felt, and that what I still feel. I swear that I won't let anyone else to become a victim of you again,only over my dead body." I said and empted the contain of the bottle in the river that was beneath us.

Immediately Sam along with Gina approached me "Carolain you throught the drugs in the river?"

"Yeah.That's it i won't take anymore nor a millilitre." I said and we made our way to the hospital.

When we arrived we got in Kai's chamber, she was more than ok........ she was as  remember  her full of life, happiness and health. After we took and the permission of the doctor we made our way home, where Kai went to one of the many bedrooms to take some rest she may be back to normal but after an operation like the one she had she needed a lot of rest.I helped her to go upstrairs. When we were alone and she had laid down I sat next to her holding her hand and looking straight into her eyes.

"Carol I am fine" she said in the way she used to call me always " Really, there is no need to be worried. Just I feel exhausted. All in all is the first time after the operation that I walked for so long" she continue.

"I know, I know." I replied "I just want to ask you a favor" I said. She didn't replied, on the contrary she was waiting me to continue. "Take a good care of his heart please.That's what I only ask for." I said while tiers formed in my eyes and flow down to my cheeks. After that I stood up and left the room.

The wedding day

The days passed and the day for Gina's and Sam's wedding finaly came.From the one moment to the other the house was full of people. In every corner and in every room there were people doing there jobs. Some were decorating the living room, the other  were doing there best to achieve finish the food which will be serveed after the ceremony in the church. As always Gina did her best. I am more than sure that this wedding will be in the hot topic of the week tomorrow in the magazines.Not always you see a wedding like this.

I went to the room where Gina was getting ready to see if there is anything that i could help with.But I end up sitting and watching while some stylist where dressing her.

"What are  you waiting for ?Won't you go to get ready ?"Gina said and immediately a male stylist approached me.

I made a negtive sing to him and then turned to the side of Gina "You know I won't come......All this thing with Naru and ........... I can't, I sometimes still can't believe that I have lost him for ever. I don't know if I will ever be able to get used to this situation."

She didn't persuade me more about it. She knew what I  was getting through. After that i left the room and went to my bedroom, now I needed more than ever a me to me time. I lay down to my bed and closed my eyes. I hadn't the will to see anyone or do anything. As much as i was trying all this time to not think about Narou, the only thing that I achieve was to think about him even more.

Suddenly all the noice from downstairs which were reaching my bedroom, were shutted down. As if someone just like that turn it off. From the one moment to the other I ended up to another place and time. I was wondering without knowing where am I or where I am going until i heared a voice from behind calling my name. I didn't need to turn to see who was it, I knew, I would recognize this voice between other thousand. This unique voice along with that etraordinary accent and the pronounciation was difficult to be forgotten. "Narou ?!!!" I said almost trembeling, while i turned to see that I wasn't mistaken, I heared his voice. I was right he was there standing infront of me.