The Opium of Love

Chapter 6

One week after that day of the revelations of Sam,Sam and Naru didn't come to see me for a whole week,I was really  disappointed 'cause I couldn't understand what I had done and they didn't want to see me.I might not be in love with Sam as he was with me but I loved him as a friend and when he was with me I felt more comfortable,I believed that everything would be fine in the end of the day,but when he wasn't there I had doubts, I didn't know what to expect.On the other hand was the situation with Naru the way he reacted that day was very unusual,I hadn't seen him ever like that.Now after a whole week noon of them coming to see me and I didn't know the reason and the fact that I could have done something and caused that with the fact that my life was in danger made me cry.Only Gina hadn't left me alone,she was there every day and night sitting next to me and took care of me.The woman that some weeks ago I hated or let's say I didn't want to see her in front of me,had become my  guardian angel the person who cheered me up that everything will be fine and that soon I would go home.But that wasn't enough for me I needed them,I needed them beside me,Sam.....the person who showed me that life may had another colour expect for black and grey and Naru the person I was in love with and couldn't imagine my life without.One of those days that I was laying in silence thinking and trying to give an answer to all that,Gina was the one who broke the silence.

"Caroline, sweetie you haven't eaten anything for two days,you can't keep going like that,you must eat something."

That didn't make me say anything,I kept not paying attention to her saying as I did the last two days.I wasn't in the mood of eating or saying anything.There were thousand questions that needed answers and until now I hadn't answer any of those questions.

She kept then asking "What's going on with you dear ?" she wanted to know.

"What I have done,why none of them hasn't come to see me?"

"You mean Sam and Naru right ?"

"Yeah"

"Look Sam...." she tried to explain me that Sam was not mad at me or anything he was just very busy but she didn't achieve to finish her sentence due to the fact that Naru came in.Gina changed the topic of the conversation "Well,well long time no see dear Naru."

But he ingnored her and came and sat next to me " My baby, how are you?Are you feeling  better now?" he said showing that he didn't give a damn  to all those things Gina said mockingly.

"Yes I am better now that you are here "Naru's visit cheered me up,I felt that i meant something to him.

"If you care so much,convince her to eat something,she have to eat since yesterday."Gina said,throwing an angry look at Naru,but that didn't make him react otherwise from the way he was behaving so long.

"Is that true?Come on baby now you will eat !"Naru said and grabbed the dish with the light soup that was next to me and started feeding me.

Even if I hated that soup,I ate it for his shake.After that,Naru stayed with me until the doctor came and took him out,the visiting hours had finished.He promised me that he will come again and that he won't leave me ever again.

After a bit later Gina took out a photo and showed it to me "Caroline look I can see that you love  Naru like crazy but I'm telling you to stay away from him for your own good"It was a grey photo of those of the old times.I didn't pay attention to it a lot. " Look here,do you recognize anyone?"she said.

I threw a better look at the photo this time and tried to recognize anyone of those people who where standing and looking at me as if they were alive and in a way that said recognize me you know who I am,say it don't be afraid. "No, shall I?"