Since that first day

Performance

~Camila's POV~

On the way to the park we're performing at, I start to worry. What if he has a new girlfriend? No, I tell my self. I just talked to him a few hours ago. He can't have a girlfriend already. Whatever, just stop thinking about him. When I finally stop thinking about him is when I see him. Great. Just what I was trying to avoid. Thankfully, he doesn't come up to me. But, he is staring. Ally goes to talk to our manager about something and Lauren comes up to me. " Hey. You ok?" she asks me. " Not really." I admit. Lauren has always been my best friend out of our group. " Don't worry. You're strong. I know everything will be ok." she says. " Thanks, Lolo." I tell her. " No problem Camz." she says. I hug her and say, " I love you Lolo." " Love you too Camz. We better go over there. I think Ally's going to kill us." When we get there, Ally points to me and says, " You. Come. We need to talk." I walk over to her and say "What's up?" " Well, we're not doing a collab with Shawn." she says. " Yes!" I say. " But, You are. They want you to perform Ikwydls." she tells me.Crap. " Oh. Me??" I practically scream. " Yes, you! And you have about 45 seconds till it starts. Good luck!" she says, pushing me toward the stage. When I get up on the stage, the music starts.

"Ah-ah, he-ey
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, he-ey
Ah-ah, ah-ahHe knows
Dirty secrets that I keep
Does he know it's killing me?
He knows, he knows
D-d-does he know
Another's hands have touched my skin?
I won't tell him where I've been
He knows, he knows, he knowsIt's tearing me apart
She's slipping away (i'm slipping away)
Am I just hanging on to all the words she used to say?
The pictures on her phone
She's not coming home (I'm not coming home)
Coming home, coming homeI know what you did last summer (Ah-ah)
Just lied to me, "There's no other" (He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
Tell me where you've been
I know what you did last summer (Ah-ah)
Look me in the eyes, my lover (He-ey)
I know what you did last summer
Tell me where you've been"

Whenever I sing, I get an adrenaline rush. Without thinking, when the song is done, I run over and hug Shawn. " Oh my gosh! I've missed you So much!" I say. Whoops. Realizing what I'd just done, I quickly let go of him. " I'm so sorry. Just uh... spur of the moment. I'm SO sorry." I say, smiling awkwardly.  " No. It's fine. I've missed you too." he says, laughing. " Thank God! Umm... Can we go some where and talk?" I ask him. " Sure." he says, smiling at me. Once we've said goodbye to everyone, we get in his car and drive down to a small lake to talk.