Good Enough (Zerrie story)

Chapter Four

   *Perrie's POV*

"No. No way in hell is she is coming here Leigh. Perrie has been through enough." I hear Jesy growl lowly. My brain hurts simply listening, I don't care at the moment. Everything is fuzzy.

I force my eyes open to see  Jesy hissing on the phone. With I'm assuming she's talking to Leigh? About who though? Where am I?

I try to turn my head but it feels like it weighs a hundred pounds! There is a machine of some sort. It keeps going beep beep every few seconds. Really quite annoying now that I think about it.

Stay focused. My brain orders me. Jesy hasn't noticed that I'm awake yet. She's crying, why is she crying? I wish I could hug her and ask her whats wrong. 

You, she's crying over you. A voice in my head says. Why on earth would she be crying over me? Have I done something wrong? Everything is fuzzy still.

I try to speak but my tongue feels like it's made of paper and it comes out like a hoarse noise. Jesy's eyes snap towards me and I chew my lip.

I feel something soft clamping my hand and I immediately know that it's Jesy. I wish I knew what was going on.

I hold my breath and at least try to squeeze Jesy's hand to say thank you, though I don't know if she felt it.

The room smells like bleach. I must be in a hospital or something? God I wish that I could remember.

"Just relax Pez." I think I have some sort of needle in my arm. No, Perrie stay calm. Jesy's eyes meet mine and a few tears fall down her cheeks, she hits the nurse button and I pursue my lips.

Jesy leans forward and hugs me tightly. I groan in response since my throat is on fire, even though her embrace is something, something that I missed.

"Right sorry, you must be sore." I shake my head and give a weak smile

I want to ask why I'm here and why Jesy is crying though she is upset.

"Hey Jesy?" I ask once she had calmed down a bit, my throat feels like I haven't drank anything in weeks.

"Yeah, Perrie?" I twirl the sheets in my fingers for a few seconds. I don't know why I'm so, nervous about asking her. I couldn't do anything really bad right? I glanced at my bandaged hand and I can't figure out what I would've done to need that big of a bandage! It goes half way up my arm! On both of my arms?

"Why am I in the hospital?" Jesy's eyes well up with tears and she chews her lip. So, she does know.

"Y-You, um...don't remember?" She questions and I frown. What is she not saying? Just tell me already, I can take it.

"No. Should I?" My moniter starts beeping continually and the nurse rushes in.

"You tried to commit suicide Pez." I hear Jesy whisper and my monitor starts beeping louder. I can't breathe. I need to get out of here.

"Pez!" I hear Jesy scream in the distance although it sounds far away. Something cold is on my arm and I can feel my anxieties slipping away in the most unhealthy way.

(A.N. Hi again! So, I think everyone liked Jade's point of view, I promise she is going to be back soon! Now I know this is kind of a slow chapter but, there are some things you'll need to remember too. What do you guys think about Perrie not remembering anything though? Don't forget to comment and vote!)