*Jade's POV*
*A While After Perrie Had Calmed Down Although, still a bit out of it*
"Are you crazy? You are the reason why Perrie is in here in the first place!" Jesy whispers angrily at me, she was yelling until one of the nurses asked her to quiet down. I bite my lip and try to stay calm. She doesn't understand. No one ever does.
"Jesy, give her a chance. To be honest, I don't think she ever wanted to hurt Perrie." Leigh-Anne trails off and I nod slightly. I really hope Jesy will at least let me talk to Perrie. Even for just a second. I need to see her. I need to tell her I'm sorry.
"Give her a chance! Do you remember her kissing Zayn? Her avoiding our calls? Because I do! Perrie's mum is going to be here soon. She doesn't need to be around this shit. " I hear Leigh sigh. You know what you have to do Jade.
"What if I told you the reason...why...why I did what I did?" Leigh-Anne's and Jesy's eyes snap to mine and I chew my lip. I don't care what they do to me. I need to see Perrie. Jesy raises her eyebrow at me suspiciously but, nods anyways for me to go on.
"I want to see her first." I whisper quietly, tears threatening to spill over as Jesy shakes her head. I didn't think that any of this was going to be easy.
"No, you tell me right here Jade. Perrie doesn't remember much, she can't handle whatever bullshit you're going to-" Jesy says and her face is already heated, however Leigh- Anne stops her.
"Let her see Pez first." Leigh- Anne gives Jesy a look and Jesy takes a deep breath. Please Jesy.
"Three minutes." Jesy huffs and opens the door slowly. Showing a very frail and sickening looking Perrie. Her eyes have dark circles and our sunken in a bit. Her skin is a pale that even for her is too white.
"Jade?" Perrie says quietly and her voice is so hoarse that I barely recognize it. Too caught up in staring I suppose. If the Zayn could just understand what she was going through. How could this happen? This is not what was supposed to happen, nothing even close.
"I just wanted to say... I never meant to hurt you. They said if I didn't do it you...would be kicked out of the band. I was selfish, I thought if I did what I had to you would forget about him and be okay. I can see now that I was an idiot. I'm so very sorry." I sobbed and hugged her, Perrie's tiny fragile body in my hands, a confused look on her face as she slowly hugs back.
"Jade what are you on about?" Perrie asks quietly and I chew my lip, looking over at Jesy and Leigh-Anne. Leigh looks like she is about to cry and Jesy is panting around the floor, running a hand through her hair, shakes her head and I let out a soft sigh.
"Nothing, Pez, don't worry until you're better." I stall her as I try to come up with something. I can't do this. I squeeze her hand once and dart out of the room without another warning.
"Jade! Wait!" I hear Leigh-Anne call after me. Tears fall down my cheeks as I remember Leigh-Anne drove me here...Looks like I'm walking.
(A.N. OMG. This book has 52 votes! Like lajdbgvlabdvlabdvldvb. I literally just screamed! I thought this book would get like two maybe if that! I want to thank everyone who reads it and leaves little comments! They make my day really! The best comment on this chapter gets a dedication! Oh and who's excited for the Word Up video? I know I am! :) x
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