Liam/Miley *Miam* fanfic

The accident (part 2)

We've been at the hospital for two weeks now. Miley is now more stabilized. The scars from her face have almost gone. We can't leave the hospital yet, because if something happens we have to be near a doctor.

She never smiles. I try to make her laugh, but she just fakes a smile to make me feel better. She loved Noah very much.

I was in the hospital 24/7. The doctors gave me a bed and allowed me to sleep in Miley's room. My family came to the city to support me and Miles. We were all trying so hard to make this work. It will take time but it'll work.

Miley's POV

I feel devastated.  I miss her so much. I can only blame myself. It's all my fault. How am I supposed to stay strong? I know that I have to, but I just Can't.

Liam is trying so hard. An the rest of his family too. They are trying to make me and the rest of my family happy or smile. My parents and siblings are sad all the time, just not in front of me. I can understand that they don't want to upset me. They are  coming in my room every day, with flowers and stuff. Braison especially! He is here almost the whole day.

The world outside is going crazy. Paparazzis are outside the hospital day and night. I haven't use  any of my social media yet because I don't feel ready. I'm sure my fans send me wishes and their love.

Liam's coming in, holding a cup of coffee for him and a juice for me.

-Hey baby. How are you feeling today?

He passes me the juice

-Thank you...I'm....Better, I guess.

-Look...I'm thinking that if you want to too...I should ask the doctor if you're ready to go home. Are you ready?

-I suppose you could ask him...But I don't want to see people.You know that they're getting crazy about that kind of stuff. I just want to be alone.

-Miley...You can't be alone all the time. Please babe, Let me help you.

-I really want to. It's not easy Liam! I know that I have to try for our baby and I realy DO try but....It's just to much to take.

-I know....You're strong Miley. You have us! Everyone loves you...you have a big family. They all want to help you but you have to let them in.

- You're right...I will...

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Three days after The doctor let me out. We had to be careful and I had to stop being emotional...

Liam is cooking everyday for me. He literally checks on me every ten minutes! I love him and the fact that he cares about me so much,  but it's driving me crazy! I want to have some space...To think. I don't want to yell at him but my  mind's about to explode.

-  babe, are you hungry?

-Damn Liam! I told you a minute ago that I wasn't hungry!

-Hey! I am trying to help here!

-I didn't ask you to!

Liam's POV

I am really pissed now! I am trying to help her and show her that I care about her and all she does is yelling at me!

I am trying to stay calm and not start a fight, because I know it's not good for her. I understand that she has problems but my nerves aren't good too lately.

-Ok...Let's relax, Did I do something that annoyed you?

-YES! YES YOU DID! I told you a million times that I want some space! Stop trying to act like everything is fine because it's not! It will never be the same Liam! I will never be the same. If you can't take it it's fine by me!

I don't know how to react on this...  I feel so bad for her. She goes through a lot. I'm trying to help but maybe there's nothing that I can do. I have to let her go through it by herself. That's what she needs.

-Miley, I know..okay..you can have all the time that you need...I'll be here when you want to talk to someone. If you're hungry or something, just come to me? I love you

I give her a kiss on the lips .

-I love you too....

I look at her eyes to make sure she is okay with what I've just said and I leave the room. Now i left her alone after almost 3 weeks that we are together the whole day. I hope she's fine.

Miley's POV

It feels weird not having Liam around. But that's what I need right now. I need time to think.

I want to take a hot bath and relax. Liam is downstairs.

I just take a bath for 30 minutes. Thought are flying in  my mind. Noah, Me, Liam, The baby.... Why has everything to be so bad for everyone? I get out of the bath. I'm wearing a towel on my body and my hair. I look at myself at the mirror. So many days I was trying to stop being emotional but right now I feel like the walls fall. I try to stop myself from crying. I manage to hold my tears with a lot of struggle. I go downstairs to see if Liam is still there. He is sitting in the kitchen..in the same spot he told me he would be if I needed him.

-Are you okay, Miles?

-Yes, I'm fine.

I go to make a sandwich and turn my back at him. Seeing him made me more emotional for some reason. I bite my lip to stop myself from crying, hoping that Liam won't speak to me. Which he does...

-Miley...If you want me, I can make it for you.

I can't take it. He is so good and he tries so much. I can't even hold my tears now. I start crying still not facing him. He comes near me real fast. He doesn't know what to do. He caresses my hear and the he hugs me. I turn to face him and I just let myself cry in his arms.

He says nothing. He just hugs me. That's exactly what I needed. After 5 minutes of me crying, I finally manage to talk.

-Liam...I need you. I'm sorry...I need you with me.

-I know...I'm here, You know that.

-Yes, yes I do