Yesterday was such a blur. Last night I drank too much. Not that I really care being that I was in the safety of my own home but, I really had 4 bottles of vodka , and 2 shots of Moscato infused shakes. Sounds weird but I found it on a weight loss website my assistant recommended so if I died it would have been her fault.
I rolled over to the other side of my bed seeing my phone fully charged laying there. I grabbed it and called Trey. We hadn't talked in weeks. Did he forget about me? I wouldn't be surprised if he did. My thoughts trapping me as the phone rang bringing me in a trance when a deep voice interrupted them.
"Hello?"
"Hey .."
"What's up Alexa? I've been worried . I haven't heard from you."
"Yeah I know I um , uh .."
"It's okay. I know your dealing with a lot. Dont pressure yourself. Can I see you?" His voice when he said that. Man. He doesn't know it. I love that boy . He can't know it though so my thoughts are quiet
"Yes , when?"
" Right now .. if that's okay."
"Yes please"
"Get dressed don't bring your wallet. I'll be there in 30 beautiful."
"Okay. Bye"
I jumped out of bed almost busting my ass and rammed through my closet for something that shows my boobs but in a classy unnoticeable way. Something casual yet something that screams fuck me in the ass sideways. Just kidding .
Kind of.
I grabbed a pair of black ripped jeans combat boots and a sweatshirt that said "I have no tits" on the front. I did my regular hygiene routine and threw my hair in a perfectly messy bun. I outlined my brows and winged my eyeliner. Once I was finished i texted him. He was outside 5 minutes ago. I didn't realize I had been getting dressed for 2 hours in the most casual yet popping outfit. Oh well your dealing with a woman here I need my time.
I walked out my apartment door feeling confident as ever. And happy. Really happy. I had a feeling it wouldn't last long though. When I got in the elevator a little girl and her mother were standing behind me.
"Excuse me are you Alexa?" I turned around confused.
"Yes?" Her daughter laughed and squealed.
" My daughter loves you . You look so different without a lot of makeup and with clothes on." She smiled and walked out the elevator as her daughter waved goodbye to me.
The words left me stunned. Without clothes? Is that what I am to people? Some caked face half naked whore? There goes the 10% of happiness and confidence I felt for like 3 minutes. I walked out to Trey's car watching him stand in front of the passengers door waiting for me.
"There's the face I've missed" he said pulling me into a hug and opening the door at the same time. I hugged him tighter.
"Yeah I'm not too sure this is the face your talking about." He looked confused at my response.
When he went around to the drivers side and got In, he stared at me.
I can feel his eyes burning the side of my face. It's exciting really. Scared to look up he noticed I start to blush , which makes him smile. Breaking the awkward romance I looked up and spoke.
"Hey."
"Hey." He said
"Long time no see ...or talk" he laughed. I laughed too.
"Yeah yeah"
"What do you want to do? We can see a movie , eat , or go back to my place and talk. I'll cook."
"Your place" I said making eye contact.
"My place it is. Lets go grab some groceries first."
"Wait... Trey are you off the rest of the week?"
"Yeah why?"he said smiling.
"Can I stay with you?"
"Of course you can. Go grab some clothes love."
I hopped out his car and ran back inside shaking with happiness. Completely forgetting about what that lady said to me in the elevator. Until I got to the elevator.
So I took the stairs. More exercise right?Positive vibes.
This is going to be the best week ever.
