Loving a Nerd

Little do we know

another chapter :) please enjoy xx

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Another week of school. Another lot of homework and school work. I probably should go into detail about the good parts. I don't mean my favourite parts (the actual school work itself), I mean the gossip stuff. Hey I like school, get off my case.

Physics class again, my favoutire! Well, they're all my favourite. I sat between Cole and Koda, but I didn't want to say much, I was still traumatised from the weekend.

"Leeshy, are you okay? You're giving off a cold vibe."

I didn't respond, I didn't feel like talking, it's like his words were only a whisper muttering around in my mind.

"Leeshy?"

I don't feel too good. My eyes watered up, tears dropping down my face. I help my head low and tried to concentrate on my work hoping no one will notice. I was early for class so the bell hasn't gone yet and the teacher hasn't arrived (I do extra practice sheets to get good grades, I told you I like school). I couldn't see the page, it was all blurry from my watery eyes. Droplets of water fell on to the page. Someones hand was placed on mine. It was a large warm manly hand. I tilted my head slightly so see Coles hand on mine.

 "Leeshy?"

I still couldn't respond, I was too busy trying to hold the tears back. Before I knew it he grabbed my arms gently and lifted me up so that I was standing. He quickly walked me out of the class room and to an empty class room. Is he gonna rape me too? I thought he was the nicest boy I ever knew, but then again my luck always seems to turn for the worst. He sat me down and still had his hands firmly on my arms. He kneeled on the floor so that our eyes were in line with each other and he looked me deeply in the eyes.

"Leeshy, please talk to me"

His voice was gentle with concern, but I couldn't say anything without bursting into tears. I want to open up but its too hard.

"It's ok, if you can't talk then at least breathe, take deep breaths"

I tried to breathe, each breath was shaky but I eventually calmed down. I still couldn't tell him, I was still on edge. The next thing that happened surprised me though. Cole gentley cupped my face and lifted it slightly. He could see that my eyes were still watery. His face slowly leaned into mine. Are we gonna kiss? Is this the moment I've always dreamed of? I didn't want to be on the verge of tears in an empty classroom with so mcuh happening in my life to be the moment we first kiss. He lifted his head at the last minute and kissed my forehead. It sent tingles down my spine. For that single moment, even if it only lasted a second, I felt happy, I felt safe.

"Leeshy, I'm here for you, I always am, I always was and I always will be."

Cole, oh please Cole hold me in your arms. He stood up and helped me off the desk then he quickly wrapped his arms around me, holding me tightly in a hug. I burst into tears, I let it all go. Did my wish just get answered? I stopped asking questions and just enjoyed the moment. I burried my head in his chest and he held me tightly. He was my force field, he was protecting me from the world. It was us against the world.

After what seemed like a lifetime, he let go of me and cupped my face again. He wipped a tear off my face with his thumb and I smiled.

"That's the Leeshy I wanna see."

He gave me a warm smile, a smile that could light up the darkest of rooms.

"You can come home with me today, I want to spend the night with you"

DING DING DING

Crap, the bell. With that, he was gone. I walked out of the classroom and found Jet waiting outside. Shit. Jet pushed me back in the classroom. Why me?!