all thats left behind is your shadow

silence

"MAX " I say running towards him. " let's go back to the hotel " Max says taking my hand and walks to the hotel.

for the hole way back we both said nothing , I think we were both in a lot of shock, I could hear Max's phone getting texts but he just left it, that's really not like him, he's normally always texting his girl friend Carly or his friends. I hated the silence, I wanted to cry, but that will make Max start. " what's in the bag " I said breaking the silence. " just mums stuff " said Max. I could tell he didn't want to talk any more so I just stayed quiet.

when we got into the hotel I was dying for a pee, so I went into the bathroom. when I went out to wash my hands I saw myself in the mirror and screamed, my make up was everywhere. I got out some wipes and wiped the mess all off my face. I got my make up bag and put fresh eye liner and mascara on.

I still felt quite weak so I just went to the living room and sat on the sofa. " it's my fault" I said while tears were rolling down my cheeks. " what are you talking about " said Max coming to sit beside me. " I'm the one who wanted to go to Disney land why didn't we just go site seeing like she wanted to " I said getting up and running to my room and locking the door behind me.

I could hear Max banging on the door trying to get in. " Kylie, it's not your fault how could you think that, come on Kylie let me in," he said. I didn't open the door I just started to cry even more. " come on Kylie don't cry " he said. I opened the door and he just came in and without saying anything he just gave me a hug. " come on let's go to the hotel restaurant and have dinner" said Max. taking the key and opened the door.

when we got to the restaurant we sat down at a table for two and Max picked up a menu " what are you wanting" he asked me. " I feel sick , I always feel sick after I have been crying" I say. " come on Kylie, you need something" he said handing me a menu. " no Max I can't I'll be sick " I say. " ok well what about a small bowl of chips then " he asks. I really didn't want it but I knew I had to have something, so I just nodded. Max went to the front desk and ordered the food then came back down. for nearly the hole time when we were waiting for the food we both stayed quiet. when the food came Max had dry pasta with cheese and if course I had my bowl of chips, Max slowly started to eat his pasta. " come on Kylie, you need to have something" Max said. so I picked up a chip and put it in my mouth, but a few seconds after I could feel everything coming back up. I ran to the girls toilets , and was sick in one of them, then I was sick 3 more times, it smelt really bad. I flushed the toilet and drank some water from one of the taps to get that horrible taste from my mouth then went over to the table back to Max.