You might be dont know
You might be dont care
You might be dont aware
A simple words can hurt as hell
Especially when it was said by a good human being, you
I dunno what to say
I dunno what was my mistakes
The explicit words you said drive me wild
My overthinking mind run me wild
And I cant stop thinking about them
I think we were fine
I know you probably dislike me
And maybe me too
But its normal in human relationship to dislike each other
And I didnt said anything bout the things you did, despite it hurts alot accidentally
Because maybe I was doing the same things to you, without me being aware
But again both of us didnt know we hurt each others so much
We were calm, at least I thought you were
I didnt blame you
I knew it was my fault
But at least tell me
Tell me bravely what was so wrong till you said that kind of words
It hurts
And I feel so low and pathetic
And who are you to decide who am I?
You might hate me
But I still thought high about you, felt thankful for all you did in the past
But now, No more
You lost my respect
And
It's better if we didnt have to met anymore.
As I knew it was impossible
We,
lemme get some times to think of what should I do
Apologize?
Forgive?
Angry?
Or just act like nothing's happens
Like how I always did
The way you confronted your feeling to me, I couldnt forget
How I face you in this kind of feeling?
Hmmmm maybe, I was the toxic one and the toxic itself need to be aware when to go
Probably now
