Seth.

Two: I'm not Seth

Seth. Seth. Seth.
The name keeps rolling in my head, wondering.. why Seth?
I keep asking questions to Cas and Elle but they keep rolling their eyes on me and flopping their wings away from me.
I am trapped in a city of angels when my name was supposed to be the meaning of city of angels.
Since I'm gonna stay here for a while, I figured why not check the "city" out.
The door knob won't turn. It wasn't locked. It was stuck, as if it was fake. I knocked on the door several times and yet no answer.
"Care to explain why you're knocking when you can just call us?"
I turned around to see Castiel and Celestial.
"I- I want to- you know never mind but I really wanna know what the hell is going on?" I folded my arms.
"You'll figure it out sooner or later." Castiel replied.
"Make it sooner." I said. "We can't. We worry about you. " Celestial shot a worried look.
"I've been stuck here for the past ten months. What made you worried ever so suddenly!"
Castiel and Elle looked at eachother.
"This is not what I asked for when I wanted to be an angel."
"You're not!"
"Then what am I?!" I yelled. "I would like to know the answer because I'm sure as hell I'm no human anymore!" I was furious, deadly furious.
"I'm done playing games with you angels."
"Seth, this is not a game." Cas said.
"For the last freaking time, I'm not Seth!"
I was on the verge of suicide. And that was the final straw for me. I'm done.
"Don't you dare!" She said.
I turned to her with a confused look.
"Excuse me?" I asked. "You were thinking of suicide, Seth."
"Call me Seth one more time, and I swear I will do it." She looked mad, worried, furious all in one expression.
"I need answers. I- I need something to work on. " I said. "Cas? Elle? Goddamn you angels!"
The room was empty. I'm trapped in the middle of four grey walls and a ceiling. No windows no views. Just a bed infront of the wooden door. That was my breaking point, my back is againts the wall, my head laying againts it, then the tears are streaming down so quickly.
I've never thought I would ever say it again, but.. I miss my parents. I miss Terra and Symon. I don't know why my name was the only name in my family thats unique and .. odd? Its like I don't belong to my family. Oh great.. that's another question that I'm adding to my list of questions must be answered .
I am so done with those freaking angels. I can't even control myself, my rage, I don't feel pain anymore because I've been hurt too many times that my body has just got used to the pain and gave up working on it.
If I want answers I get them, and if they're not given then I make them.
If they won't give me the answer then I'll find it myself. I will break every barrier infront of me. I will kill anyone who stands in my way, I dont care if its an angel or not. I will do it.
And for only this time,
I am Seth.