So I had a dream, which now seems more like a dream mixed with a nightmare, where Fin and I were friends, and we talked, and the day I was gonna confess to having feelings for him, he posted a pic on instagram of him and some girl kissing. Now here's where it gets worse, in my nightmare I "woke up" and thought it was just a dream, so I was happy, until I opened instagram and saw it wasn't a dream. And I guess that I was crying so much in my dream, that I was crying irl??? Because I woke up with dried tears on my face...
I actually had to check instagram and make sure it wasn't real, I stg that dream had my heart on the verge of breaking, and now I just wish the good part was real, y'know where I could actually talk to him and he wouldn't ignore it... I may sound obsessed or whatever, but honestly, I just really love him. I don't give a damn about his social status, or anything, I think he's really funny, and he seems sweet. But I just felt the need to get that off my chest.
