The Gods 5SOS Part 8

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The dungeon was so cold, I sat there with my knees to my chest rocking back and forth, back and forth awaiting my destiny.

I couldn't remember how I got here, all I knew was the plan went wrong, it wasn't supposed to be like this, I haven't seen Crystal or the boys in Years.

One of my wings was broken from the men beating on me, A broken wing means I can't fly, it means I can't use my powers to full force and they know that.

The nightmare that I've been having for years is coming true.

I haven't eaten in three days, I hope Crystal and the boys find me soon I don't know how much more of this I can take, I feel like just ending it and being done with it all but that would be bad.

The weather would be out of control if I did that and Calum would be heartbroken he probably doesn't want me to know yet but I know he loves me.

He would be so devastated to where wars would break out everywhere and everyone would be fighting, crime rates would skyrocket.

Crystal and the other boys would miss me too, I knew I shouldn't of went with this plan, it's been years and they still haven't gotten to me yet I wonder what's going on.

Are they having a good life without Me? I'm just a party pooper who tries to keep everyone safe, I'm like a mom even though I don't have children.

I started to cry with horrible thoughts of them being happier without me.

Crystal and Ashton probably got married or something or had kids, I knew I should've just listened to myself and not gone to school, therefore, we would've never met them and we would've still been safe from everything.

Just the thought of being safe was too much to ask for right now as I sit here shaking with my knees in my chest crying just hoping they find me even though I know they'd be better off without me.

These people know my weaknesses so I can't fight back, being a human butterfly I don't have many weaknesses but what I do have is bad.

I wish I could've just died when they poured lava down my throat, I wish I wasn't here.

I just want everything to be done and over with, I'm beaten bloodied, and bruised, I'm done trying, I think of this daily now.

Suicide on my mind but also my friends and sister.
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Done, short part I know.

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