Yurio X Yuri

Fuzzy Memories

*Trigger warning*

Yurio

"I miss Otabek.."
Yurio mumbles annoyed as he sits
On Yuri's bed alone with ice on his head,
"Do I even want to be here.. What's the point.."
Yurio looks up,

Victor opens the door and looks at Yurios pale and red skin,
"Me and Yuri are headed to Ice Castle to practice our routines," Victor smiles and notices Yurios annoyance

"Have fun.. I'll be here.."
Yurio sighed, than closed his eyes and yawned,
"I hope you get better Yurio!"
Victor says,
His words sweet and soft, yet jolly and attention catching,
"Whatever" Yurio opens his eyes and glares at Victor,

Yurio sighs again,
His breathe shaky and distressed his face was hidden, as much as he could hide it while be able to see,
"I.. Don't know what I'm going to do.." Yurio hugs Yuri's covers tightly and his. Heart pounds loudly,
His thouhts consume his emotions,
His stomach tightens,
His eyes whiden than close,
He groans and curls up into a ball his whole body full of pain, his face was burning and his head was aching,
"I wish Yuri were here.."

Later

Yuri

It's been a few hours.. Me and Victor are exhausted after training so hard
I have almost a full idea of my plan, Victor really wasn't trying all that hard, he knows he can beat me..

Yuri and Victor walk home,
There hands are red from falling and the cold,
"Hmm.. How was Yurio?"
Yuri sighs and looks at Victor,
Victors face looked,
Sad now his cheeks were light pink, a small smile goes across his face, he sighs and frosty breathe puffs away,
"He looks awful"
Victor laughed
"He's really sick.. I don't know what to do for the kid.." Victor started to breathe funny
"Thought so.. What did he say to you?"
Yuri's asked, distress in his words,
"I told him, I hoped he would get better.. He just said whatever, probably just tried and sick.."
Victor smiles and let's out s small laugh
His heart pounds harder
'He's changed.. After that conversation.  He seems stressed and tense.. What's up..'
"Man.. That just Yurio.."
Yuri giggled and looks away..
"I wonder why he's always so.. Confident and 'rude"
Yuri's stomach flips, his cheeks go pink
"He once was the opisite.."
Victors words were quiet..
Yuri looked over at Victor,
He's concerned 'Victor sounds likes he's about to cry'..
"What do you mean..?"
Yuri quietly manages to spit out,
"He was bullied a lot as a kid, they called him weak.. They called him nothing, fat ugly.. Everything.. He didn't want to be anything like that, he got more and more confident and "rude" he wasn't always that much, when he was just young.. Around 13 he tried to kill himself.." Victor glares at Yuri.. His eyes were wide,
Yuri's over whelmed and his chest heats up,
Yuri's silent.

Time skep to Yuri's hume

Yurio

Yurio's eyes are full of rage.. He has been thinking... Every little thing he's picked out,
All those Videos
Tear at him
"Those stupid.."
Yurio growls..
"I don't know what I was thinking..."
Yurio turns over and his back faces the bed, he waits for the pain the hit,
A strike of pain goes down his stomache.. He can't take it,
The door opens
"Huh..?" Yurio looks at the door,
Yuri stands there,
A little smile is on his face
"What's with the face pork cutlet bowl.."
Yurio glares at Yuri
'I want him to fear me'

Yuri stops smiling
"S-sorry are you ready to stand?"
Yuri asks and closes the door, he sets his bag down on the ground and stretches

"I guess.."
He lies, he can hardly talk without it hurting, he can't move barley, thinking hurts, his feelings hurt..

"Ok, you can go whenever you'd like"
Yuri smiles nervously,
'What's his deal..'

Yurio looks at Yuri, observing
"Why are you so nervous"
Yurio looks up down his chest and legs and sees Yuri on his phone, his face is obviously showing fear and nervousness,
"I.. Don't know?"

Yuri's face is red and steaming
"Fine, I'm going to my room... Did you know that I sent my cat back Russia.. Yavok picked him up,"

'Can't even bare to talk to me? I'm going to try and make him talk.. I want to shatter his heart.. I want him to feel pain.. I don't understand why.. Hmph'

"C-cool.. I... I, it's cool in your room.."
Yuri looks down and shakes,
'He's shaking..'
"I don't care right now.. Just need time alone.."
'I've had enough..'
Yurio stood up, the wind got knocked out of him,
His legs shake, his stomache clenches up, his legs can hardly keep him up,
"Yurio," Yuri walks over to him and held his hand,
Yurio pulls it away,
"I'm not weak.."
Yurio's eyes are tearing up
"You can hardly stand!"
Yuri's face nervously lights up, his eyes are shifting,
"Carry me.."
Yurio sighs, Yuri grabs him, His legs break loose as soon as Yuri touches him
Yuri Carrys him to his room, he enters the room and he freezes,
"Yurio.. It's to cold in here for you.."
Yuri backs up and closes the door,
"Put me down"
Yurio angrily looks up at him,
He drops him,
Yurio falls slightly... Yuri grabs his hand and quickly pulls away, Yurio glares at him and opens the door on his room and shuts it,

'I need to sleep.. I want to skate.. I'm 16 I shouldn't be having this many problems..'
Yurio sighs and looks at his ceiling and than goes into his phone,
'I haven't touched my messages in a while..'
Yurio sees his messages, from everyone,
A new message!
He looks at his new message
'Who's it from..'
Yurio looks, his eyes light up in flames his heart crumbles
'JJ! What the hell does he want!'
He opens the message and reads it
"You and your boyfriend are so cute, nice stunt you pulled, little girl your to young to be doing that stuff! You better check your messages more often and not be so focused on your sex life"
Yurio could hardly understand what he was saying,
"Grrrr.. AAHHH!"
Yurio throws his phone at the wall, tears go down his eyes and he hugs his shoulder and pants angrily
'THOSE STUPID FUCKING FUZZY MEMORIES, IM TRIED OF MY FUCKING HEART GETTING PLAYED WITH! WHY DID HE EVER DO SOMETHING SO STUPID! ITS! ITS.. Its.. Not even his fault.. I let my.. I just want to cut JJs fucking face..
Yurio's phone lights up,
He gets off the bed, he walks off the pain and grabs his phone, he forces him self to walk, he reads the new message JJ sent

"We had another party, everyone was there, and everyone shared the videos of you and Yuri there, Otabek your other boyfriend never made it"

'JJ thinks he's so fucking funny..'
Yurio sits on his bed and looks at the ceiling, and sighs, tears roll down his face,
He turns read and covers his face was one hand and cries, his stomache rumbles and he cries more,
'Everything's getting broken..'