Control yourself.

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Yurio

'My stomach had gotten better I got tired of always being weak and feeling like I was going to throw up... I miss sleeping with Yuri, wow I don't know why, I just wanna leave but I don't have the money.. Yavok told me not to go.. And I guess he was right but.. I can't make him think I'm weak and want to leave..
I'll start skating today.'

Yuri

(Victor and Yuri headed to ice castle.)
'The ice rink is very quiet today..'
Yuri looked around the ice rink and made sure he wouldn't hit anybody, Victor went to go and grab a drink than come back

'Why am I even looking? I should go get Yurio he wanted to skate today,'
The loud squeaky doors opened, Yuri looked at them,
His heart raced as he saw Yurio walking in, the loud bangs of his skates made Yuri's breathes shorter,

Yurio skates onto the ice his face was light and emotionless, he looked like he did any other day on the ice.

'Wow..'
Yuri's stomach twisted, he decided to ignore it and continued to skate.

"Control yourself,"
A whisper so faint to hear Yuri thought it was just the ice from his blades.

((Time skep to home,
Yes I can spell im jus lazy e-e)) eh

Yurio

"Memory's fade..
Decisions to decisions..
But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot.
I guess not."

Yurio whispered to himself, his mind was shifting dark figures in his head telling him he's not good enough, figures calling him an idiot, making him think of the past....

".. ARGHGAAAAAAH"
Yurio's face was red and full of tears,
He quickly got up and pushed against the door and slid down it onto the ground, he cupped his face.
"YOUR.. JUST-Th-"
His tears stopped his words,
"I need to leave... I can't.. Bring myself to go though.."

Victor

The faintest yell cooed in my room,
'I wonder if Yuri heard it..  I'm- I need to check it out..'
Victors feet left his bed and he walked to the spare room were Yurio slept
"Yurio"
Victors voice no longer sounded happy or soft, it sounded dark and, disappointed.
"Go away"
A whisper faintly went through the cracks of Yurio's door.

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