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My Heart Beats For You

My Heart Beats for You

It kills me that you are dead...

My eyes cannot stop crying...

If it rain for enteral...

By my own sadness...?

Should I be happy on my own?

But my heart beats for you!

I miss you

I need you...

You cannot be gone...

Just like that...

I remember it perfectly when I saw lifeless body before my eyes collapsed beside his own brother and yell out your name crying while those eyes dear lost sibling look at me confuse right after he lost consciousness.

My heart felt stab. Right through me. Without a warning. This sucks. So much. Now it has been years since you were dead and gone.

I'm Anbu assistant to my cousin Naruto Uzumaki. The Seventh Hokage. Each day, he comes by with his cherry wife to see if I'm doing alright and I always say I'm fine but still speak of how much I miss you. Crushes my heart. Deep inside. There is no way to mask it away. No for long. Enough covering my face. I cry. Let it all out as my cousin Naruto comforts me so telling me he can relate how it feels to lose someone.

From the heart and bonds. Connected towards him. My face slightly stares off let river tears paste off dry up by time. Wind washes every tear from me. Cold reminds me of the memory I have forgotten just a while ago.

Now the thoughts sings a song from my heart.

She places fingers on keys of a piano starts to play the song coming from her heart. Sad heart that use to be filled of life and love. Now here it's the story.

'Are you listening?
To my voice, to this confession for you?
Are you listening right now?
Can you hear my heart?
Like the rain drops falling on the window'

My pain comes from my own tears now the heart. The whole body and heart are crying together. Relieving my emotions to feelings. That is not fair.

'You enter my heart
i need u i need u i i miss u
I saved my words in order to forget you
I tell myself that I really forgot
But in the end, I'm talking about you
But I need to forget that I'm trying to forget you
In order to really forget you
you gotta give me time,'

Time heals all wounds but not this one. Nah uh. I miss you. I need you. Can you hear my heart? Calling out for you? You are so close yet now far away from me. Why does gravity push me away? What have I done?

I ain't perfect
but I'm tryin' to
erase you perfectly.
We came too far to turn things back
But when I look back, you're always right behind me
I know
I don't think I can erase
Because the memories were too perfect
For the imperfect me
But I try again

I will go in a heartbeat to find you. Wherever my heart takes, It will be with you! Dear god help me! I'm begging here! So is my heart! Why does love have die for me!? Why!? Explain it to me! ........ It's not fair.....

It's so much harder to fall out of love
Than to fall in love
you make me live and die again
I'm not alive without you.
I'm not alive without you.
You know I'd die without you.
Don't forget
Are you listening?
To my voice, to this confession for you?
Are you listening right now?
Can you hear my heart?
Like the rain drops falling on the window
You enter my heart
i need u i need u i i miss u
Like a summer night shower, it falls
It'll come again, the shower of memories
I think you need an umbrella
I'm really worried
I can see out the window
The rash lights of the cars, busily going somewhere
Though you already know my final destination
Even if you don't ask