Bidder One Shots (Finished)

You Never Forget Your First

"Sor Wait..."

"Whats the matter? I thought you wanted this?"

He looks away as he tries not to blush. This was both of our first time and honestly, he said he didn't even know where to start and neither did I. He's been my best friend since I came to that school and I couldn't think of a better person to give it to... to want to give it to. I wanted to ask him something but, I was too scared to. I didn't want him to think that I was just using him as my personal toy. He said the thought crossed his mind on multiple times but, he didn't act on it for the simple fact that he didn't want to hurt me, and he definitely didn't want to ruin the friendship. We've been best friends for since Freshman year... that's not something you just throw away over a whim.

"I'm scared Soryu..."

I place my hands on my lap, lowering my head down but, he just gently grabs them. Though he was reluctant at first, he said he agreed to it simply because he would do anything for me and somewhere along the way he started to develop feelings for me. People around the school had already thought that we were dating for the simple fact that we were inseparable. We were always around each other and when we had classes together, we would always sit together. It's been multiple occasions where the guys around the school were jealous of him. I don't know why, though, I wasn't really popular but, everyone knew who I was because of the people I hung around, mainly Soryu since he intimidates almost everyone who meets him. People say that I often turned heads whenever I would walk in a room but, I didn't care about any of that. Even Eisuke Ichinomiya paid attention to me, even though I would always brush him off. He was too arrogant for my liking, and he always had girls around him which were a red flag on its own. I felt like Soryu was perfect for me and that made me want him more and more over the years.

"It's okay Yuka, I understand." He mumbles while rubbing the back of his neck, getting up off the bed and walking to the door. He was nervous himself. What if he wasn't good? What if it wasn't what either of you expected? More importantly...

How would this affect your friendship...?

That was the question that circulated Soryu's mind the most and he didn't want you to feel uncomfortable around him afterward. He couldn't bare you hating him either.

"Wait... Soryu..." I immediately run behind him, spinning him around and pressing my lips onto his, grabbing him by his shirt for him to come closer. I didn't know what this was but, the newfound confidence I had, turned him on more than he let on, "I do want this... but, I don't want us to--" He cut me off by kissing me again until I heard him mumble three words I'd never thought he'd say.

"I love you..."

I look at him confused but I was mostly happy. I didn't know how he really felt about me, so I always hid my feelings from him. I don't exactly know when it was but, I'm glad that he shared mutual feelings.

"I love you too, Soryu."

I kissed him again, my tongue dancing in circles with his as he grabs the back of my neck to go deeper. I start to gasp for air when he finally let go.

"I'm sorry... I got carried away," Soryu mumbles as he looks away shyly, a pink blush spreading across his cheeks but, I just shake my head, "It's okay... really." I grab him by his shirt, pushing him towards the bed.

"We have to be quiet, though... I don't wanna wake my parents," I tell him as I start to pull off his shirts and unbuckling his pants. I could see how nervous he was, hell I was just as nervous but, I've been wanting Soryu for a while now and I'm happy that he wanted to share this experience with me.