Bidder One Shots (Finished)

You Can't Leave Me

This was a request on Tumblr.

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"Yeah, that's so fucking typical of you... SO FUCKING TYPICAL Eisuke because you can never see when YOU'VE did anything wrong."

It was an argument- a petty one nonetheless but, I could see in her eyes that she was done with me- with this relationship and I couldn't blame her. I never took responsibility for anything that I do. Her words were sharp and I couldn't think of anything more than to say 'Sorry'.

But, the words wouldn't come out.

"You're an egotistical, narcissist and I want nothing to do with you..."

Her words played like a broken record in the back of my mind. My heart torn into a million pieces. She left me- falling in love with someone else. I never thought she would. It was a blow to me- realizing how she truly felt. I gave her everything but- that wasn't enough and it never would've been enough for her. She was my everything- but, I was nothing.

"You don't mean that (y/n)- Don't walk away from me."

Before I knew what I was doing- shit was getting through across the room- across my suite. I've never acted like this before- but, something about her had me acting like a child and I fucking hated it. I tried to work- distract my mind but to no avail, nothing seemed to work.

My mind seemed to play back her expression- everything about her like a movie.

"I do now, MOVE..."

It's been more than two years- her scent still lingers- causing my mind to resort back thoughts of her, our memories together. Every single memory- a single lie. My mind always wondering who was she was with now- the thought of someone else touching her- the faces she made that were only for me, for someone else.

I couldn't take the fact that she wasn't mine anymore.

"No... NO... FUCK NO! You're not allowed to leave me!"

A single knock on my door- a deep sigh escaping my lips and my fingers running through my hair. I was tired- the same past haunting me- taunting me. She's left me like everyone else in my life- taking my heart with her. I shook my thoughts opening my door to find Kenzaki standing on the other side.

"What is it?"

"This was delivered to you earlier sir. It was sent from an unknown address and is said to be urgent."

"You can't keep me here Eisuke. Just let me go."

I opened the letter- my heart sinking.

Dear Eisuke,

I know this isn't the best way to do this but, I felt it was the only way. I still can't face you after all these years and honestly, I don't want to. I know I said some things out of spite and I didn't mean any of it- but, you broke me Eisuke- to my lowest and you hurt me. Let's face it; I'm still getting over you. I'm sure you're not doing well either and I wish you all the best with coping without me. I just thought that I'd give you something to remember me by- but, I don't plan on coming back. Please don't come looking for me- I need to move on without you and you need to do the same. Our relationship was never healthy- it wasn't good for either of physically or mentally. I love you Eisuke, I really do and you will always hold a single place in my heart- you were my first love after all but, my heart needs to heal. We need to stay apart.

Take care of yourself,

(Y/n)

My shoulders shook in defeat- my body trembling. It's been two long years and I still wasn't over her. I don't think I ever will be. She showed me what it meant to have a true love- even if it was a one-sided love. Calling Baba, I asked him to try one last time to find where she was.

I needed to see her one last time- even if she didn't want to see me.