Justins POV:
After that day at my house, everything changed between me and Selena. We both liked each other but I never asked her out, whenever we hung out now we kissed, hugged, cuddled and stuff but it wasn’t official. I think it’s better this way, at least for the time being. Were both at big parts in our career and some people wouldn’t understand I mean I was a little younger than her, but my birthday just passed so now I was only a year younger than her until her birthday in July.
My phone went off waking me up, I looked and saw the picture of Selena with her tongue sticking out that night we finally expressed our feelings for each other. That night seemed like just yesterday but I can’t believe it’s already been 3 months since then. Selenas birthday is next month and I’ve got to do something amazing for her.
“Hey baby what’s up” I said into the phone
“Oh I’m sorry Jay I called too early didn’t I, it’s your day off and I woke you up. I guess I missed you too much to care. I’m on break here at the studio and just wanted to call” her voice was so innocent and sweet all the time, I adore it.
“Don’t be sorry I shouldn’t sleep all day on my day off, it’s already 1030. When will you be done in the studio?”
“Well we just started 2 hours ago and my voice is really cooperating today so I want to stay here as long as I can. But whenever I’m done want me to come over?”
“Of course I do, is that even a question. Text me when you’re out I think I’m going to hang out here for the day and go swimming, just relax.”
“Okay hunny I’ll text you when I’m out. Bye Jay MUAH” and with that she hung up.
That was her thing, the MUAH making it sound like she’s kissing me goodbye. Sometimes I want to tell her I love her, because I do. I know I do. I knew the night we first kissed I did. This wasn’t just a crush or me slowly getting feelings for her. I had a crush on her before I even knew her, and know that I’ve gotten to know her inside and out. I have fallen madly and insanely in love with this girl. But I can’t tell her I love her yet, I mean were not even dating.. officially.
Selenas POV:
Things with me and Justin have been nice, everythings just laid back. We can be ourselves around each other all the time. I don’t feel like I have to watch what I say when I’m with him, or change anything about me. He likes me for me and that’s what makes him so great. Without him I’m nothing, I know that. But it’s not a feeling of dependency which is nice, he’s my crutch and without him I’d fall. We’ve kept our relationship on the down low. Because of the paparazzi and fans. I think his fans would be rather upset if they knew he was with someone. They feel like they have a sense of ownership over him. Which they most defiantly do. But it’s hard sometimes, some of them call themselves fans but they’re really not, because they wont be okay with some things that make him happy. Like me. I mean when him and Jasmine got photographed kissing they blew up on her, calling her a slut and all these other awful names. I can’t handle that and I don’t want to. That’s one of the main reasons I haven’t been pushing Justin to ask me out. I mean yes, it’d be so amazing to be officially his girlfriend. But that title doesn’t mean much to me. In my mind, and hopefully his as well we are dating. Cause we sure do act like we are.
I finished in the studio and texted Jay
Hey hun I’m out of the studio be over in an hour
He responded right away
Okay babe can’t wait to see you :*
How is it whenever he sends me smiley faces I smile, I must look really dumb when I’m texting him and I’m smiling all the time.
I arrived at his house in some shorts and a flowy tank top. When I knocked on the door and his mom answered. I said hi to Pattie and we talked for a bit, I went upstairs to Jays room where he was laying on his bed with his laptop on his lap in a grey wife beater and some jean shorts.
“Hey cutie” he said as I walked in the door
“Well hello there handsome what are you doing”
I leaned over him and gave him a kiss, I saw he was looking up cars. He’s been dying to buy his own car even though Usher bought him a Range Rover for his birthday, he wants to get a sports car. But his mom said no, at least not until he’s 17.
“Jay you know you can’t have that car for another year, why torture yourself with looking at pictures of it now?” I asked sitting on the bed next to him
“Ugh, your right Sel but it sucks I want it nowwwww” he whined as he stuck out his bottom lip.
“Jay stop pouting” I said giving him the evil eye and he just laughed. I know our age difference is nothing too dramatic, but he’s just getting over that awkward stage ever teen goes through and I’ve been done with that for about 2 years. Although he acts older than he actually is, sometimes he’s still pretty immature, thats when I usually have to snap him right back into place. That’s whats so great about us, we complete each other. He’s always there for me when I’m frustrated and really down on myself, and I’m there to keep him humble and in line. Were two peas in a pod. But not official peas in a pod.
Justins POV:
Hours passed like minutes when I was with Selena it’s like I couldn’t have enough time with her, we were laying on my bed and I had her in my arms. I really wanted to tell her I loved her but I felt like this wasn’t the time. So I came up with something else.
“Hey sel..” I started off, I’m sure she heard the nervousness in my voice
“Yea Jay what’s up?”
“I just wanted to tell you I—I really like you, a lot. And I care for you more than I’ve ever cared for anyone else. I just want you to know that I plan on being here for you no matter what.” I saw her smile grow bigger and bigger with every word I said. God she is beautiful.
“Well Justin Drew Bieber I would like you to know that I lo—like you a lot too” I heard her almost say love, I heard her! Did she love me too? I knew she’d feel the same towards me, but obviously she didn’t want to be the first to say it. I was getting lost in my thoughts then she continued. “I want to be here for you always and forever. I’m going to come visit you on your next world tour and I’ll be there to support you for the premiere of your movie at the beginning of next year.” she stopped and stared into my eyes and smiled. I leaned forward and grabbed the back of her head softly and kissed her passionately. With still a million thoughts running through my head. I’m going to tell her I love her on her birthday, no doubt about it.
Selenas POV:
While I was telling Justin how I felt about him too it almost slipped out. How stupid am I, I can’t tell Justin how much I love him now. Were not dating, were not official and it’s only been 3 months since we first kissed. But I’ve grown to care about him so much there’s no way I don’t love him. His face didn’t change when I almost said I loved him so I hope he didn’t hear. If he doesn’t tell me he loves me soon, I will because who knows when it’s going to slip out of my clumsy mouth. But for now, I’ll just enjoy him reminding me how much he “likes” me.
