Selenas POV:
What is wrong with me.. were not together, he’s not mine, he didn’t cheat on me. But here I am crying, when he started talking and trying to explain himself I just broke down. My first instinct was to run out the door get in my car and go home.. but I couldn’t leave. While I was in the bathroom crying everything started to make sense. Yes, he’s my best friend and with my interview with Ellen last weekend I said he was like my lil brother. But he’s not. I’ve been in denial.. I care about him and I want him. I want him to be mine..
Justins POV:
I stood in my kitchen in shock, why was she so upset. I don’t understand. It’s not even that big of a deal Caitlin just wanted to express herself and that she missed me. I don’t miss her back not even a little. Selenas everything I want but what do I say..
I walked into my movie room where her fragile body was sitting on my couch hugging her knees and staring out the window, tears still pouring out of her eyes but she wasn’t blinking or even breathing heavy she was just sitting there. I sat next to her and started rubbing her back.
“Selena..” was all that would come out, I didn’t know what I wanted to say. I didn’t know what I should say. Just as I was about to say something else she turned to me. Hey eyes glistening from all of her tears, strands of her hair were hanging down next to both of her cheeks. Her cheeks were bright pink and her lip was quivering like she was going to burst out in tears again.
I wiped all of her tears away and held onto her face, her beauty amazed me. How can someone be so beautiful after crying, she’s gorgeous, flawless, breathtaking. I was getting lost in her eyes, but she never broke eye contact with me. Even when another tear fell from her eye.
“Selena, please stop crying. Please..” I whispered, while wiping away the rest of her tears. Still never breaking eye contact. I knew what I wanted to do at that very moment but would it be to risky. Would she reject my kiss? Would she be mad at me? Question after question appearing in my mind. But just as I was about to move my hand away from her cheek a small smirk appeared on her lips and I leaned forward placing my lips against hers. First I was just kissing her, with my eyes closed waiting for her to press her lips back against mine.
When she finally did I couldn’t control myself, all of my feelings I’ve been keeping from her, my feelings for her came out. I slowly laid her down on her side placing her in front of me, our lips never parting. Our kissing became more passionate as she put her hand on the back of my head pressing my face harder against hers.
Selenas POV:
As Justin wiped away my last few tears and held my face in his hand, we just stared in to each other’s eyes. At first I was still devastated, I felt heart broken. But as I looked into his light hazel eyes I knew that nothing else mattered anymore. I have feelings for him, and I don’t care anymore. I didn’t care about Caitlin I didn’t care whatever Taylor wanted with me. Right now I just wanted Justin to kiss me, in this moment right now, it was just me and Justin.
I didn’t even notice I started crying again, but this time I wasn’t crying because I was hurt. I was crying because I was happy, Justin was staring into my eyes with such love and concern. I was just happy. I heard Justin’s voice but I didn’t listen to what he said but his voice brought a smile to my face. In an instant Justin’s lips found mine, he wasn’t forcing his lips on mine just a soft kiss. But I wanted more, I kissed back and I just got lost in his lips. We laid down on his couch making out. It wasn’t a sloppy make out session either, it was romantic and sweet.
I lost track of time when me and Justin stopped kissing and just laid on his couch together. He sat up first and motioned for me to come next to him. He wrapped his arm around me and turned on the TV. He put Smallville on then put the remote down. I could feel him staring at me but I was nervous to look up. Now what? I think we both know how we feel towards each other but what now? I felt him lightly kiss the top of my forehead causing me to look up at him. He was smiling at me, such a warm inviting smile that dragged my lips to his for another kiss.
Justins POV:
Me and Selena were cuddeling now, watching Smallville. Neither of us had said a word yet, just then I remembered all the food I had upstairs.
“Hey Sel lets go eat I know you’re hungry”
“Oh you just know me too well don’t you. Yea lets go”
We both got up and I grabbed her cheesecake and we went up to my room where I had all the Chinese food laid out. We ate our food and started talking normally. I asked her how her day went, and she asked me the same. We talked about fans and paparazzi just normal conversation. It wasn’t awkward but in the back of my mind I wanted to talk about what just happened.
“Justin wow I think I’m seriously full. I could not eat another biteeee” She sighed after putting down her plate and plopped on to my bed.
“Selena Gomez is full?? I need to take a picture of this moment!” I teased pulling out my phone trying to take a picture of her laying on my bed holding her stomach.
“Justin no knock it off!” She giggled trying to cover herself up and hide from the flash of my camera.
I jumped on her in my bed as she stuck her tounge out I snapped a picture of her. I loved the picture but she thought otherwise.
“Justin delete that look at my hair! Oh my goodness and my nose is all wrinkled haha get rid of it” She whined and laughed. I figured this was my chance I had to bring it up I couldn’t wait any longer.
“Hey Sel..” I knew she’d sense the different tone in my voice and knew I really wanted to talk.
“Justin.. I know what you’re going to say. What happened downstairs. I-I’m really sorry I went through your phone I shouldn’t have.. I let my curiosity get the best of me”
Selenas POV:
I knew we couldn’t avoid the situation forever, and it’s not that I was avoiding the topic. I just didn’t know how to bring it up, and I didn’t know how to say so I waited until he did. I apologized for looking through his phone, I knew when he changed the subject what he wanted to talk about. So I just went for it.
“Selena it’s okay, but I need you to know nothing is going on with me and Caitlin she just wanted to talk. I don’t miss her at all. I told you how I feel about her and that hasn’t changed. Selena what happened downstairs.. I-I really like you. It’s more than like or a crush Selena you’re my best friend but you mean so much to me.” He paused looking me in my eyes to see how I was responding to everything he just told me. “I just want to hear you say it, only if you mean it” he continued “Selena do you feel the same way towards me?”
I didn’t know what to say or how to respond. I did feel the same way but my words were stuck in my throat. I was frozen in happiness and shock. So I did what I felt was right I leaned forward and kissed him. This kiss was the most passionate kiss I’ve ever had before in my life. I looked up at him and smiled.
“Well I’m going to take that as a yes” He breathed on my lips as we continued kissing.
