diary of a broken hearted girl

Part III

Dear Diary,

It's been months since I last wrote but the feeling's still the same

He's still the one my heart yearns for

It's still his chocolate colored eyes that I looked for

Even when i'm with someone else it's his hand

that I wish I was holding on to

I knew he was never mine from the start

It was all a game for him and still I fell for his words and actions

Head first into this lonely pit called love

I know he already moved on He never loved me and that's a fact

but why am I still holding on?

Why can't I move on

Why do tears fall every time I remember him

Why does the songs always reminds me of him

I'm so tired of hoping so tired of waiting

so tired of my heart breaking over and over again

and yet he is the only one who can make me happy

I know I deserve someone much better

someone who will love me and will never hurt me

but what can I do this silly old heart is still looking yearning

for him

just like the song goes "I can't help falling"

over and over

I just wish one day I'll get over him

but until then i'll love him with all the broken pieces of my heart