diary of a broken hearted girl

part II

Dear Diary,

Days has passed but i still cling to the memories of yesterday, am i so stupid for holding on?

or am i just madly inlove with him?

i still remember looking into those brown eyes full of love and passion

but where is it now?

did the fates played a cruel joke on me?

or was ours a love that was never meant to be..

a fantasy torn by reality..

i always knew it was too good to be true..

still i fell head first..

for the only guy my heart wishes to love..

how can Mr.Famous fall for a nobody like me?

it only happens in the movies..

still here i am waiting for a love that i'm not sure would come back

or was ever mine to begin with

should i let him go? and let the feelings fade..

or hold on and continue dying each day?

*sigh

i'm still here..loving you..if you only care to see i still exist