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***LUKES POV***
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"Bianca did WHAT?" I angrily whispered. "Let me call her. Now" I said as i struggled to get my cell phone. Raina reached and put what was similar to a safety belt around my chest using her arm. "NO. LUKE DON'T" she yelled, knowing full well what I would do. "But she can't just take you away from me like that! I know I won't be here, but this is OUR home! She has to let you stay here. SHE JUST FUCKING HAS TO." I screamed as I finally grabbed the phone. "LUKE PLEASE! JUST DON'T OK? I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN YOU THINK. SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND OK? I DON'T WANT TO GO EITHER BUT FOR FUCK SAKES JUST LEAVE HER BE!" she screamed, of course waking the boys who were sleeping over from movie night. Ok, I hit a nerve. I dropped the phone on the floor and ran over to hug her. "Baby, I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry baby," I cooed into her ear as I rocked her back and forth in a bear hug, standing from previous rage. "It's ok. Just please, Lukey. Don't yell anymore. It's scaring me." she whispered as she silently sobbed into my shoulder. All of a sudden I realized what was happening. "She, she is doing this to keep you safe right? So you don't get hurt when I'm gone? Right?" I anxiously asked her. She replied quickly, "Of course, sweetheart. She wants to keep me safe and sound just as much as you do honey." She hugged me again, and it felt like this was it. This was the last hug I'd ever get from this beautiful, smart, sweet, and just perfect girl. I can feel us losing each other, but she reads my thoughts and hugs me tighter, but it's still the same slipping feeling. Like when you can feel your favorite song coming to an end, or the concert you've just been to is quieting down slowly. Then you know, slowly but surely, are you losing your favorite thing in the world.
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I was shaken vigorously by 4 people. "LUUUUKEYYYYY. LUUUUUKEYBEAR" my band members and girlfriend were desperately trying to wake me up. "Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?" I said groggily, sitting up in the bed. "Today is your last day together, therefore, we have plans. They involve you, so wake up lazy!" Ashton was too happy in the mornings. But to my dismay, I was dragged out of bed by Cal and Rai, showered by myself, dressed by Mikey, and forced into a car by Ash. What a fantastic start to a terrible day.
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As we left the mall, I could feel the impending doom as we approached the road to the airport. "Baby, I love you so much." Raina whispered and cuddled closer to me in her seat. I was frozen in my place. Just knowing that in under 20 minutes, I could lose this girl forever. I didn't like that. Not one bit. She could tell and snuggled as close as she could get. "I-I-I love you too, baby." I finally stuttered out. We stayed like that through the whole ride. When we arrived, it was all so fast. We hugged, kissed, and said our goodbyes and I-love-yous. She had slipped away, and I'd let her. Passenger got it right, you only know you love her when you let her go. And I let her go.
