No Morning I can see
Nor stars shining brightly
The day that was once gay
It has no color today
Things that makes me happy
Gone and missing maybe
My first love that gives me strength
Now I don't know if it did end
Trying to escape from reality
Leads me to nowhere and makes me lonely
That my mind and soul can no longer see
The beauty of life that's given to me
Loneliness reigns
Angry heart prevails
Pain from within me
No healing I can see
Nightmares of the past
When will it last?
If only I can rest
Then it may be the best
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But then love have conquered all the fear
I was freed from chains of pain and guilt
My eyes were opened and then I saw
A beautiful life ahead of me
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A/N: The poem (I call that a poem ^_^v) was written last 2012 and the title was "Suicide Note" and the last 4 lines was not included. It was only this time that I added those four lines because I realized that finding some hope despite of all life's downfall is a source of strength for us to face greater challenges. That's why I decided to change the title too...the word "hope" is better after all. ^_^
**Graphics above was edited by me.. :D
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