~ see im a loser . just like Paul . im the one that always looks on the bright side of things , positive , always being myself . i try hard to make lots of people happy . i try to keep my composure . i hope that people will understand when i say i need them . i may seem like the sweetest young girl you'll ever meet but , im being haunted . my past really haunts me . the smile you see everyday is forced by my inner self . everyone says they have love for me and to call them when im at my lowest . but when i call on them , nthere is no real answer . i need someone i can relate to . i lost myself and found you . i can't love you if.. you're not here can I ?.. if i ended this life i bet I'll be missed huh ( sarcasm ) i bet you'll understand my point of view then huh ? . life is only life if you live it . and right now i am lifeless ~
; goodbye .
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