Lost ( TaehyungXReader )

14.Her Sunset

Taehyung's POV 

i rushed to the park

with a heart that has been beating

like a drum loud enough for me to hear 

i broke up with the girl 

she had to used me

ever since that girl was off my head

i started to think about my sunshine

i haven't seen her

i was such an idiot 

why did i had to pick that clingy girl instead

the girl that gave me hope

i'm stupid 

despite for my stupidity i wanted to apologize 

for my stupidity 

i went to the park 

with hope

but that hope seemed to disappear 

to see that she wasn't there 

i know for a fact she always goes here at 4 exactly at 4 

but now she isn't 

i started to do what she usually does

stayed positive

and with hope

2 days pass i would always go to the park

but seeing nothing but loneliness and hurt 

5 days pass i became worried

i went to her house 

i rang the doorbell to her house 

but only  a unfamiliar lady in front of me 

she seemed to be a maid 

just by looking at her outfit 

"anyeonghaseyo how may i help you?"

she asked.

"I'm Kim Taehyung 

is Lee Y/N there?"

i asked with hope in my eyes.

"sorry sir.....but she died"

she told me the most heartbreaking sentence i have encountered in my life 

the last word threw alot of knives 

"r-really? i-i-.....w-w-when d-did she d-died?" i asked with my eyes get teary 

i thought we made a promise to never leave each other? i guess i was the first one to break that 

"she died 2 days ago" she replied.

"a-ah..i see ...may i ask how she died?" he asked.

"she died because of her leukemia sir." she replied.

how couldn't i not notice? her pale skin explain  it all i should've spent time with her when i had the chance

i bid the maid goodbye and walk away with a teary eyes

soon enough tears began to stream 

out of all places 

my feet dragged me to the park where we met 

i looked at the sun

it was setting 

just like her 

her sun is setting