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dear diary

this is my fifty-eighth week in high school and i'm saying hello to death.

this afternoon i tried a second time to write a goodbye letter.

when landon surprised me with his visit.

he gave me a memory box.

which were things i did not remember having or doing.

but still made me smile in this time of sorrow.

landon: are you enjoying it?

me: enjoying what?

landon: dying while living

me: well i'm glad the pain ends

landon: that's the thing mary, it never ends

me: what makes you so sure?

landon: because you created it

me: is that your way of saying you love me?

landon: no it's my way to say that i admire you

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