Restrict and Regret

Chapter-1

"shazi wake up dear, you have to go to college.Its been two days since you left you room.go get ready "my mum reminded me.

"Mama, how can she do that to me. She didn't allow me to know what was worrying her. We were best friends since our childhood. Mama how could she just go like that, Mama why mama she did that to me"I wept.

"Its okay baby, its Allah's plan we cannot change it "mum replied trying to console me.I

I cried silently. The thought that she was gone killed me. With thoughts trailing in my mind. I got up from my bed . I got ready , i picked my things and went downstairs.

"Asalamu alaikum"baba greeted me.

Walaikum salam baba"replied with small smile.

"How are you my angel"baba asked me.

"I'm fine alhamdullilah"

I had my breakfast and went to college.

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" Shazi, I heard about riza. She was such cheerful girl.How are coping up with all the thoughts and everything " Priya one of my classmate asked me.

I smiled because I dint have any answer. It was great shock to me.

I and riza were best friends from childhood. we completed our schooling together but after high school we parted ways. I took up science batch in one of the girl's college and Riza took arts because she was interested in history and economics in a co-ed college.

Riza was a cheerful girl and always liked partying , breaking rules whereas i was a quite and people called me nerd neither i was outgoing like riza nor cool .Riza got mingled very quickly and liked having lots of friends whereas I kept everything to herself. We were exactly opposite that's what made them friends.

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"Mama, I'm home" I shrieked removing my shoes and placing them in a corner of the shoe rack.

" Ha, asalamu alaikum baby" mamma greeted me.

I replied and went to my room.

I kept my books back in the ledge and was about to go But then something caught my eyes. Blue colored dairies . I stared at them for few minutes. Those were riza's dairies .she had given it me two days ago when we met in a cafe. Riza made me promise that I would open those only after two days. Here after 2 two days I was holding them in my hand deciding whether to read it or to keep it back. Those were Riza's personal dairies which she had given me . At that time I had no Idea why riza gave to me but now I knew why. Finally I got the courage and decided to read them.

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Author's note:

I hope you enjoyed reading this. It is my first attempt to show the world my imagination in words.so what do you think, why did riza give her dairies to her best friend.Hmm lets see why in coming chapter.until then keep supporting me.

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-until next time

nafisa samya