i was so in love with you i thought i would break when you left. you chose her over me and i hated you for it until i realized it was better this way. you always said no feelings and i agreed but in the end we both lost something. i haven't seen you since the incident and i doubt we will ever be allowed in the same room again. i'm sorry. i am bound to end in destruction because it's all i ever allow myself to do. i miss you. mu.
