Thirteen

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~ Harry's POV ~

I froze in shock. She asked me the question I didn't know the answer to myself. I gulped. Not thinking twice I answered,

"I don't see the rush love,"

She looked at me confused and asked, "What do you mean?"

"I don't see why we have to make it official already, not that there's something wrong with that but-"

She cut me off with a rushing tone, "Oh no, I get it. Sorry Harry. It was stupid,"

I give her a pitty look.

"Please forget it," she mummbeled. Nodding, I can't help but feel guilty. I mean she is new to the relationship thing. In the pit of my stomach, I felt like I was cheating her. Although my head assured my heart that this was for the best.

I snap out of my thoughts when I feel the bed rise beside me. Swiftly, I scan the room. Finally I found the particular figure exiting the room.

"Where are you going Mel?" I questioned.

She turned around and smiled warmly, "Oh, I'm going to the bathroom Harry,"

"Okay love," I smile back and rest my head back on my pillow. It devours me as I close my eyes.

~ Melissa's POV ~

Closing the bathroom door shut, I sit on the toilet with the lid on. I had lied to Harry about using the bathroom, only to calm myself down. My heart had dropped when I heard Harry say he didn't want to rush things. I thought this was understandable until my head yelled negative thoughts to my heart. Only making it shrivel like a crumbled piece of paper in the trash. A few tears beaded it's way down my cheeks. Ignoring it, I get up whipping it with my cold palms and making my way out of the bathroom.

Forgetting all about Harry I made my way out of the front door and walked back home. I can't believe I thought I had a chance. With the Harry Styles. Looking down at the sidewalk I notice my eyes are not flooded with tears. I guess I cried till the every last drop my body contained of tears. Brushing it off, I walk up my porch and open the door to my small house. I enhale the scent. The scent of which I hated. Lonilness.

Although I wasn't tired, but the facial expression could be easily mistaken for a person who hasn't slept for a year. Slowly I lay on the couch and pull the blue, soft wollen over my body. Using it as a protective shield like I used to when I was little, I let it hug my pale, lifeless body. Closing my eyes, I imagine being normal. You know, having a boyfriend, have friends, having a genuine nice life. Sadly for me it was written in the stars. But I don't blame the stars, I blame my destiny. My crappy destiny that was planed way before I was born. Thinking about the mind boggling thoughts gave me a headache. Closing my eyes, I go to a world. A world where I am loved.

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Sorry for the short story!!

I am sorry I haven't been updating lately.

I just finished this and the time is: 1:14 am.

I love you all though!!

Ty for all the reads and comments and votes. Love you all lovelies.

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- Aleena 😘

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