Love&Death (2)

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by _femalebreezyy

by _femalebreezyy

I was cleaning up after the kids and their father left. They left toys all over the place. My stomach started to rumble. I felt weak and I was really tired. I called my doctor and he said I could come in. Plus, I was really worked up about the bad news he had.

When I got there, It was almost empty. No one was really booked so he called me right in. He layed me on the bed and mashed my stomach softly around my baby bump.

"Well, you said you had bad news for me?" I asked curious

"Not much of bad news.. just a notice. It seems that you're stomach is reeally getting big. Are you eating alot?"

"Not really. Is that bad? I eat normal portions but add something extra."

"No, just want to be sure that you don't have less food for the baby."

He went over and rubbed jelly over my stomach. I looked at the screen and my heart rushed..

"Congratulations! YOU HAVE TWINS!"

"What the hell?" I said getting upset but letting out laughter.

I already had a pair of twins.. This is... wow

"Thanks for everything Doc." I said as I left holding my stomach.

I drove back to the house. When I got there the boys and Royalty wasn't home. It was late out and Chris knows he need to come back home with them before it gets way too dark.

I called his phone and it went straight to voicemail. When he gets here I swear..

I sat on the couch and turned the Tv on.

"Officers are at the scene now at KF park (Kids Forever)"

I turned up the tv and began to shake..

"A young man and his 3 kids were at the park this afternoon when a drive by took place. The shooting killed 3 people, The young man and his twins. Although the baby girl is with an officer safe, she will not be able to see her dad and brothers again. As for the shooter, their target wasn't at the scene.. at the time. This has been documented as a Gang Related Shooting"

I cut the tv off and stood there in complete silence. I looked at the walls and I looked at the floor. Chris and the twins are dead? Who THE FUCK would take my family away from me? Why the fuck? "WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU GO TO THE PARK WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU SHOOT MY KIDS MY FUCKING FAMILY!" I screamed banging on the walls.

I found my self becoming numb and I layed on the floor crying my eyes out. I can't believe I lost my husband and my kids.. Thank god Ro was alive..

I held my stomach and cried. I don't know but God gave me another set of twins. I can't replace Christian and Junior. I certainly couldnt just replace Chris.

I was holding Ro in my hands as she layed her head on my shoulders.. I had Power Rangers on the Tv for the twins, Christopher and June. I decided to name them after their oldest brothers.. and mostly at least one after their dad. Of course Christopher, by minutes was older then June but they were both 4 and Ro was 6. I cooked them all breakfast and they sat down to eat. I watched them all eating playing with their food and I looked at Ro. She was quiet. I think those memories still haunt her.. I hugged her and June asked me..

"Mommy why do you baby Ro?"

"Yeah, and who are these people in those pictures all around the house?"

"Those are your oldest brothers and Dad.."

"Where are they?" Christopher asked

"Heaven with God.. and I baby Ro because she was almost going to go there too.. and I don't want her to be afraid or to be sad she can't see them anymore."