Chris Brown Imagines

Can I give you that? (2)

Aaliyah POV

It's been 2 weeks with out my baby by my side. I feel like I just threw away 4 months of our lives. I know he's probably broken. Im such a bitch for not talking things through. Either way though, I know I can't just sit in this house all day. My friends are going to get worried. I need to just go out and try to clear my mind and try to think about ways to redo the mistakes I did. I miss him. 

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I decided to go out to the park. He always use to take me to the park when we needed to think or clear our heads and get things right. It was kind of late in the night and I took the long way there. I got there and the beautiful lights lit my path to a bench. I sat there holding my sweater close to my body cause it was a little windy. I looked around and I was the only one there. Looking down at my nails, my mind started to drift and think about all the good times with Chris. How we planned a family and how big it was gonna be. 

I heard laughter. I looked and seen this couple. The guy looked alot like Chris and it looked like him and some girl walking down the side walk. She had on his jacket and her face was smiling big... he had a smirk on his face. My heart couldn't beat no faster. I felt a hot tear fall down my cheek. I quickly looked down as he looked in my direction. He sat 2 benches away from me and I guess he didn't notice or recognize me. After a few glances here and then... they kissed. He already moved on? Then I seen her stare in his eyes.. every part of me broke. I got up and walked the opposite way wiping tear after tear looking down. Guess I meant nothing to him anyway. Or maybe I'm tripping. Maybe that's not even him. But I swear that jacket looks so familiar. He had thousands of bape jackets but that one in particular was his favorite.

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Chris POV

I couldn't get my mind of Liyah so I called up one of my friends. She had feelings for me and I thought I would ask her why and what I do that could make her hate me. Just so I can see why Liyah wanted to leave me. I did everything right. I took my friend Jasmine to the park where me and Aaliyah went when we needed to get back on good terms. 

"Then one time... she tripped over her own ankle, it was so cute." I told Jas as she laughed. It felt good to make someone laugh and not hate me for once. Brought a slight smile to my face.

"She means alot to you huh?" she said wrapping my jacket around her. It was cold but I was warm on the thought of Liyah.

"Yeah, I care for her too much. We planned a family and all. I was actually planing on proposing to her here." 

We sat on the bench. I seen a girl sitting by herself. She reminded me of Liyah. She always wore sweaters that had thumb holes and she held it close to her like a baby. Blanking out looking at the girl I drew my attention back on Jasmine and she kissed me. I can tell she put all her love in it too.

"Jas" I said pushing her back "Im moving to fast. Im not ready."

"Im sorry. I just.. You were always my dream. Now that you're single I thought it was a good time.."

"Nah, Im not interested in you that way. Im just finding myself is all."

"Well, Im sorry. It's getting late though" she said taking off my jacket

"Keep it till I see you again. Don't want you to be cold."

I still loved Jasmine as a friend though. She was always there. Just I guess she was feeling the friendship more then I did. She got up and she walked towards her home direction. I lived more the other way so I got up and looked down at my phone. Just to see Liyah face again would make me so happy. I felt my eyes watering as I looked at our selfie on my lock screen. I thought I was doing everything right. I walked with my hands in my pant pockets and walked home.

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I was walking by Liyah's apartment and just looked at her window. Probably there sleeping or not even thinking about me. I was so distracted I bumped into someone hard. She fell to the ground and I realize..... she was the girl from the park. I helped her up but she kept her face down.

"Im sorry I wasn't paying attention.."

"Neither was I but its fine I just wanna get home."

She walked into the apartments and I walked on home. When I got there I notice blood on my hand. It didnt look like mines, must have been that girl when she felt. That made me feel even worse. I layed in bed staring at me and Liyah pictures around my room. I miss her so much.

Aaliyah POV

I bumped into someone and fell cause I was walking with my head down. Letting this depression get to me. I got up so quick and didn't want to make eye contact. I just waved him off and walked to my apartment. He carried on with his stroll. I got in my bed and seen a dent there from laying there so much. I crawled in it and cried my eyes out. Not only did I lose my boyfriend but he moved on. Plus, I fell really hard and now I have bruise on my hand.