What happens when Robyn meets a young and dangerous Christopher Brown. Will her marriage with Aubrey survive or will it sink?
A story about cheating, betrayal, and crime.
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Everything is falling apart as we speak. I never thought I would be the one to act this way. It's not like I wanted this to happen but it just is....I've been thinking entirely too much to the point where my anxiety is literally eating me alive and my indecisiveness is ripping me apart. My thoughts are racing crazily in my mind and won't seem to come to an end any time soon. I've been contemplating for hours on wether I should take this job or not the interview is tomorrow and I'm not completely sure if this is what I should do. I solely believe that I'm strong enough to be in close proximity with him without acting in these desires I have but he's the one who's able to make me weak. I've done nothing but cry all day and it hasn't helped that Aubrey isn't here to comfort me. It's been hours since he should've returned home but I didn't think anything of it because his job is so controlling. I decided to roll up a blunt to take care of my anxiety but all my crying is making it hard. I figured I needed some fresh air so I headed out to the balcony to recollect myself in a more stable manner. Never have I ever been so emotionally and mentally drained and to think the cause is my apprehension of what is to come in my marriage to Aubrey and my lust over Chris. Some people may say I'm overreacting but this marriage is all I've ever known and now that it could possibly be in jeopardy is scary. No one understands that just the mere thought of Chris could soak my panties and make me wanna act on my desires but I refrain because of Aubrey... I began to cry thinking about everything more and more. I hear my name being called and turned to see Aubrey standing there looking unusually tired....
"Robyn, babygirl you okay? He asks
He wraps his arms around me as he turns me around to wipe the tears falling down my face.
"I'm fine baby really...I am see" I said trying to give him a forced smile that even Stevie Wonder could tell was fake.
"You really think I believe that. You were basically sobbing up here. Tell me Robyn Tell me what's wrong."
I stared at him for a quick minute before moving out of his embrace. I exhaled loudly and turned to take a seat on one of the balcony chairs.
"I've just been stressed a lot lately with the whole moving out here and it's kinda making me realize that things are different now and we need to sort through and talk about some things so we can both be on the same page nowadays..and your job is making it even harder because we barely see each other anymore and I wanna do everything that we used to do together like a actual happy married couple..."
"So are you saying you're not happy?" he asked quietly
"No no definitely not, I'm saying that things are just different now and we just need to have a mutual understanding on where we are in our marriage currently ..."
"I know things haven't been the best but I'm trying baby. It's been hard on me too but I want you to know that i love you and that will never change. I agree we do need to talk about it but I need some time to collect my thoughts first... now come here babygirl.
I stood up and hugged Aubrey leaning my head on his chest. Silence filled the air as We just stayed in that position for minutes. I don't what's to come but all I can do is live in the now and let the chips fall where they may.
Silence still remained as Aubrey grabbed my hand to finally get inside the house. I felt somewhat better knowing we had a plan of some sort and a mutual agreement that we should talk sometime which is good for the most part.
I dragged my feet across the beige carpet towards the bedroom barely able to keep my eyes open. I sprawled out on the bed and looked up at the ceiling. My head turned as the door opened and I watched as Aubrey took off his dress shoes and sat on the bed creating a dip in the middle of it. He seems tired like exhausted.
"Long day at work?" I asked
"Yea, boss had me working extra hours"
"Oh yea I noticed. Why didn't you call and tell me" I asked sitting up and crossing my arms.
"I didn't wanna burden you with my problems. I just thought it was something you didn't wanna be bothered with."
Before I could get a word out he was already in the bathroom about to take a shower. That was really weird I thought to myself. He knows that I always wanna know what's going on with his job. My instinct is telling me that he's hiding something but my mind is saying the complete opposite. I lay back on the bed deciding to take my mind's side on this one because Aubrey isn't the type of person to hide things from me and lie about it...
I feel myself drifting off to sleep and my thoughts turning off as I enter a state of unconsciousness. A second later a tear escapes from my eye cascading down my cheek and slips onto the pillow. Not sure what it means but I made sure I fell asleep before anymore could escape... ------------------------------------------------------- Hey guys short chapter I know but next chapter will be the job interview between Chris and Robyn!!💜 Chapter 3 of "The Maid" will be here soon. Don't forget to vote and comment!!❤️❤️
