I don't know where I am leading, basta lakad lang ako nang lakad pagkalabas ko ng cafeteria. Naiinis pa rin ako! Naiinis ako sa sarili ko! My very own self is betraying me. Maybe he was referring to something else. Maybe just maybe, I just misinterpreted his question. Yeah, it's just nothing to be bothered of. I should not overthink things, right.
Never in my life have I ever been moved by an existing man. I mean, mga fictional characters lang yung pinagpapantasyahan ko kaya hindi talaga ako naapektuhan ng kahit sinong lalaki. No man has ever caught my attention because I really like someone else. Someone who is not even existing I think...
But what the hell has gotten in to me earlier? Hindi ko na rin talaga maintindihan yung sarili ko. Yeah, I have to admit that evil wizard looks like a fictional character I have ever dreamed of. Yeah, that's it. Yun lang siguro yun, nothing else.
But overall... I hate his guts. I hate his effect on me. I hate all about him. I hate him to bits. First day ko pa lang siya nakakasama but I feel like he is going to be the death of me. Relax, Elle Samantha Yeu! Compose yourself. Breath in, breath out. Do not let that evil wizard put your guard down. Hell, too many nonsensical thoughts were running on my mind.
Hindi ko alam na dinala na pala ako ng mga paa ko sa oval field. Oh crap, I am already here. Did I just space out? Ugh, I am thinking too much! Damn that guy, what a toxic in my mind! This is what I need right now. Peaceful place. Fresh air. Nandito lang ako sa harap ng field - this is my favorite spot. Pinagmamasdan ko kung gaano ito kalawak na napaliligiran ng mga matatayog na puno. Hmm... Refreshing. Yes, sa gitna ng nagtataasang mga building na nakapalibot dito ay ang oval field.
And hell, I feel like fate is playing with me right now...
Someone bumped into me. What the hell? Ang lawak lawak ng daanan dito! Nananadya ba itong taong 'to?
I screamed at the top of my lungs just when I realized that I was about to fall on the ground but what the hell... It is so cliche! I have always read this kind of scene in my books! Everything suddenly moved in a slow motion... I cannot hear anything but a loud heartbeat... Nakakabingi. Nakakakaba. What the hell is happening?
Nang mag-angat ako ng tingin, huli na nang marealize kong nasa bisig na pala ako ng isang lalaki. And when our gazes locked, I feel like my heart is pounding unusually hard. Parang sasabog na yung dibdib ko sa kaba. What is this strange feeling...?
We are staring at each other right now. Parang malulunod ako sa klase ng pagtingin niya sa akin. He's checking me out and so am I. He has these brown and deep eyes, pointy nose, pinky lips, his skin is so fair, and his hair color blonde. And oh, the earrings! Sa unang tingin, aakalain kong si evil wizard ito pero malayo. I could say na malaki ang pagkakaiba nila. I just feel it. Oh crap, another drop dead gorgeous man---
And it looks like reality slapped me really hard. Ugh, how I hate realities in life!
"Fvcking hell?!" I cussed. Hindi ko na naiwasan maisatinig 'yun, ikaw ba namang bumagsak na naman sa lupa. Wala na bang mas ikakaganda ang araw na ito? Please note the sarcasm, okay? Ano bang trip ng mga tao ngayon at kanina pa ako binubunggo?! I don't get this guy, sasaluhin ako tapos biglang bibitawan!
"S-shit. I'm really s-sorry!" He stuttered as he helped me to stand up. His hands were shaking. His voice is familiar... W-wait, he was the guy I bumped into earlier. I remember his voice! Siya na naman?! What the hell?
He stepped backwards. He looks so shocked, eh?
"So, it's you again! What's your problem really?! Kanina mo pa ko binubunggo! Hindi ba talaga ako kapansin-pansin ha?!" I bursted out as I stomped my foot on the ground. Hindi ko na talaga maitago yung inis ko sa kanya. Nagkahalo-halo na yung frustrations ko simula pa kanina. Where is your usual composed self, E? Ano bang nangyayari sa akin ngayong araw? This is really hell.
