Coffee, Constellations and The Boy from Starbucks

I actually did get some coffee

HEYY loves . I'm so exited to write this particular chapter because I swear we all go through his crap all the time xx

"Ughhhh" I find myself staring at my closet for more than what feels like twenty minutes, and I certainly don't want to look any longer because if I do, ill eventually start sounding like the girls who have heaps of shoes, mini skirts , dresses et cetera but when it comes to me, I don't have too many clothes and I am truly happy for what I have. I do agree I really want new clothes, actually NEED new clothes but again I don't want to trouble pops ( daddy) .

I just suck it in and go with a pair of purple Nike shoes, my favorite magenta sweatshirt and black jeans. (that's the best I can do) . I tie my hair into a high ponytail and grab my phone and wait outside in my driveway for Venna.

I realise that I sound like a boy going through pubery who is shouting on the top of his voice, while sitting on the pavement when Venna's car pulls up In my driveway. She looks gorgeous as always. Her jet black hair are left open, as she is too too lazy to tie them. she tells me to keep my hair open but I don't like them all over my face.

She is dressed in ripped shorts, a maroon hoodie that she loves and a pair of black converse. her perfectly contoured face smiles at me and she shouts "GET THE FUCK OFF THE PAVEMENT" I smile at her and tell her to kiss my ass.

I really feel like a sloth in front of her. Anyone would feel like crap beside her. she has them curves, and her makeup is always on point. I dont know shit about it. Last time I tried was when I broke my mum's old mascara bottle and lipstick.

Venna loves to do my makeup and sometimes it annoy's the the living daylights outta me but otherwise, I'm always up for being her guinea pig. "NICE LIP COLOUR, WHAT IS IT? pigs bottom?" I shout only to annoy her because she loves nude shades.

She rolls her brown eyes and she shouts from her car window and tells me to shut the fuck up. I turn around and slap my ass to annoy her , and technically it worked.

"Can you please just get in the car and not embarrass me?" she literally groans, "okay okay"I shout. I walk towards the Mercedes car that I am so used to. I mean I see it everyday.

Sometimes I feel like I need a car or at least a god damn scooter, but I never asked. I hop in and she turns on the radio, and yessssss our jam comes on.

we look at each other and grin. "WE DONT HAVE TO TAKEEEE OUR CLOTHESS OFFFF TO HAVE A GOOD TIMEEEE" we sing (shout) and dance to it while Venna reverses her car and starts driving towards starbucks.

I dont know why it always makes me feel as exited as a little girl getting barbie's when any song I love comes on the radio.

Starbucks is actually not very close to our houses, its like one freeway away. That's one of the reasons i came with this mental woman. I absolutely love car rides and specifically in Vi's car, she has a motherfudging sunroof . Her parents are pretty well off.

Well getting back to car rides I ask vi to let me stand on her seats just so I could open my arms and invite the wind for a hug.

Yes that's from The perks of being a wallflower .

I love that book. So as I try to stand up on her seats I miserably fail for I slip and fall right on my ass and start laughing.

I'm more than 100 percent sure Ven just rolled her eyes. So I just let go of the idea of standing up and hugging the wind and put on my earphones and play 'Say something' by Christina Aguilera and cocoon my arms around Venna's waist and I see her smile gently while paying attention on the road as I drift off to sleep