"Whats with the smile?" I ask, she literally looks like she could burst!
"Look, look come on you have to audition with me?" She screeches over and over again.. Grabbing my arm to sit next to her
"Calm... Cailyn chill seriously!" We have caught the attention of quite a few onlookers but on returning the glare, they soon look away.
"I don't even know what this is .. Show me?" I ask placing my bag under the table.
She hands me the white piece of paper with a lot of information.
Not bothering to read it I don't even have to ask before she begins to explain.
"Okay so , Carrie you know our.. da..nce teacher?"
"Yes I know our dance teacher what about h- " Im cut off from speaking this girl is crazy she needs to calm down
"Well I ran into her this morning she gave me this leaflet"
"Okay?" I ask almost questioning.
"Its for an audition, one direction need dancers for their upcoming tour.. What do you think, you'll audition with me right?"
"No i don't think I will" i answer honestly, I know I sound harsh but I don't really want to be wasting my time with something I'm sure would never happen.
"Why? Please I wont be doing this alone..."
I can see the disappointment on her face as her lip trembles and she turns slightly towards the wall.
I feel awful but this is just not me.
Ive never believed in myself and I don't know if I cant start now. Sure there'd be other girls and I'm sure they'd much prefer them. I push things away before I even have a chance to try.
I guess you could also say I'm afraid what others think
"Ehmm... Well.. Ehh" I cant find the words I want to say because I know if I told her the truth she would fill me with reasons why I should audition.. But thats just out of my comfort zone.
I think up the quickest lie I can.
"You know just with everything I have my real tests next month and its just too close, I wont get to finish my exams" I feel selfish. But I've never felt good enough to flash my dance moves.
"Come on please, I know you want this just as much as me. Plus they don't start there tour for 2 months after your exams , I've researched all this..."she continues to plead with me
"Im sorry , I just, I cant" I know shes right I do want that just as much as her, Ive loved every minute of dancing especially preforming on stage. But I would never audition in front of anyone. Most definitely not audition for One Direction.. These guys are meant to be hot right? I just couldn't walk in thinking I someone special when in fact I don't amount to much.
"Come lets take a walk to Nando's" I say noticing her smile rapidly growing
"Just promise me you'll think about it"
I let out a huff and roll my eyes pulling my bag over my shoulder, to which she replies by doing the same. She knows I hate when people copy my actions!
The walk to Nando's is short since we are only around the corner. The rest of the journey is spent talking about the time Cailyn, got to meet Niall... I know total bitch right?
She claims he's just as hot as he is in pictures.
After an hour of gossiping over food, we finally decide to leave. dance academy starts at 6:30pm and we don't want to be late we need to get in all the practice we can if we are to audition for... Wait.. Why am I considering this?
(If yer all reading and waiting for Niall I promise he makes an appearance soon x)
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