JiKook: SECRET LOVE SONG [COMPLETED]

"We Keep Behind Closed Doors"

Days have past. Still no conversation between the two. Sometimes it will be Jungkook who will try but stops for the last second or to be disturb by other member who will try to get Jimin's attention. Then Jungkook will just get out of the scene because of damn jealousy.

"Since when i became jealous... really Jeon Jungkook..." this always bother the maknae.. everytime he will see his hyung happy talking...clinging to others... it made his blood boils specially when its MIN SUGA...

"That MIN SLEEPING BOND PAPER SUGA" Jungkook curse mentally when he saw his hyung back hugging his jimin... and his dear jimin hyung giggling like hes really liking what they are doing...without even thinking kookie fake coughs that made the two separate.. then glared to suga... or should we say killing suga in his mind...then look to jimin who is head down, acting like hes sorry on what did the maknae saw.

Kookie, is torn between leaving alone or grabing jimin and leave so they can finally talk to each other. He look again to the two, still not moving. Kookie is asking himself why did it feels like they got busted? Are they in a relationship now? When? How? Why? Trying to get some answers but he cant. He didnt know anything, he look again this time his eyes met jimin's eyes.. those eyes hes been longing to stare.. those eyes that he always want to stare everyday.

"Jimin" suga said when he notice the staring contest of the two. No movement so he decided to make himself block jimin's view so jimin will look at him...

"Neh. Hyung.." finally after few seconds he finally notice him. Suga smile and hug jimin. That contact made the other slightly jump. When suga feels nothings back, he let go of jimin and cupped his face. Jimin is now having his natural blush because of whats happening and because of his hyung being to close to him. He made some glance to kookie whos still staring at him and saw that his fist is clenching so hard. That made him nervous and push his suga hyung slightly.

"Im sorry, did i startled you.. i was just messing with you jimin. Haha... by the way ill get going. Namjoon and hobi asking me to join them check some new songs..." suga said. Jimin nods. Not realizing that he and kookie will be alone. Since Jin and V is out for market time. It made his eyes widen,   looking at suga with disbelief. But suga just shrugged and smile.

"Hyung... can i join you instead?" Jimin asked... pleading in his hyungs eyes...

"Haha. You will just disturb us there just stay here okay." Suga answered..

"Hhyyyuunnggg" suga smile as he find doing aegyo in front of him.. he want to stay with jimin. He want to be with jimin. He want jimin. But he knows jimin is not his. Jimins heart belong to someone. And will never be his.

"Stop doing that or i will not able to control myself anymore" he said and pats the younger.. jimin knows about his hyungs feeling to him. Suga made a little confession months ago before that thing happened. But that time.. all he know is kookie... he doesnt want anyone not unless its kookie.. so he decided to reject and plead to continue to be friends. But for suga, it just made his heart became more weak. Specially when he saw jimin crying over the stupid maknae. But what should the two do they just need each other. Suga need Jimin to make his heart happy again..yes as a hyung but atleast he can do evrything without jimin avoiding him because jimin knows how he feel. Jimin needs suga because hes the only person he can trust on everything, about his fake girlfriend and about his true feelings.

"Be good okay, maknae i got to go" suga said and peck jimins forehead. That made a jump  again to the younger. Then he leave the two with a sigh. A very deep sigh.

Door closed. Silence around the house. Cold air at the living room. Both head down not looking to each other. Not talking to each other. Not moving. Not trying to look at each other. Not even wanting to call each others name.

Jimin is asking himself if he should ask kookie? Or just leave and go to his room for peace. Yes the second option is perfect... leaving is the best option. But still... still inside him is telling him to stay.. look at the boy.. call his name.. jump to the boy and hug him... showing how much he miss the younger and tell him the thruth. But he cant. He still cant, hes trying to forget eveything but each day he will saw V and Jungkook close to each other all that hurting memories came back and stab his hearts again... he want to forgive jungkook and V but he cant. But still he doesnt know anything, he still dont know what the younger feels. But jimin being jimin did not want to know the truth, what he saw is what he beleive. And thats enough.

"Where are you going?"

"Im going to my room.. im kinda of ti-" pulled into something comfortable, jimin didnt even finish what hes about to say. He find himself in others arms. Those arms that he wish would never let go. Those arms that he wish he will always around his body giving the warmth that he needs everyday. Those arms that belong to the only person he wish he owned.

"W-what a-are you doing j-jeon" stuttered .. Struggling to say anything he was just surprised.

"Kookie... jungkookie is what you always call me jiminie hyung.." the younger said hugging the other tightly as possible as he can. Savoring the time like this. Them being alone no intruders or disturbance just them.

"K-kookie" low...inaudible but finally... jimin call him with that name again. Kookie cant contain his feels on what he heard, trying not to jump and let go because of his feels. He was just too happy hearing that again. But what he make more surprise is when the older hugged him back and burried his face at the crooked of his neck. Hugging the younger tightly as possible... feeling that his collar is kinda wet. He was about to let go so he can see whats happening. But the older just keep on hiding his face and hugged him more...

"S-stay... kookie... J-just this once p-please" sobs. Thats what kookie heard. He can now conclude jimin is crying... crying again for the nth time. He let his hyung hugged him... he hugged him back. No words... no talking... no moving... just enjoying each others arms... just enjoying the silence... hearing the fast beats of their hearts... no one wants to let go. Staying like that is what they want and need...

After a few more minutes.... jimin stops to cry... arms slowly loosinh his grip... jungkook tensed a bit.. not wanting to let go... but he heard some snores... sweet little snores coming from the older..

"Really. You're ruining everything for sleeping like that hyung" jungkook said and bring his hyung to its room. Laying the older to its bed covering him. The younger keeps on looking to the perfect beautiful face in front of him. Smiling like an idot.

"Few more days" jimin muttered...jungkook somewhat confused on what is he talking about and remember the time when JHope telling them that Jimin is dying. He chuckled a bit when he remembers that when all of them was about to kill jhope after jimin told them that he was not sick. But some part of jungkook became nervous, scared and hurt when he first heard it.. he just cant see that happening. He knew that he hurt his hyung, after what he did.. all that rejections, avoidance he was sorry for that. Now he just want the person in front of him. And he will do everything he can.

"But hyung.. can you at least tell me what can i do, for you to forgive me. I just really miss you, us what did i do to make you avoid me?" he said. Thats the reality, he knew that V and Jimin tried to make him jealous, that V has confessed to him, that his jimin hyung is really into him. But more than that he doesnt know what made Jimin avoid him and got mad at him, all of the members still doesnt know about that since jimin really dont want to talk about it anymore.

"Why do keep behind closed doors kookie" jimin talks again, sleep talking... which jungkook finds amusing. He caressed jimins face for a while... and made himself lay in jimins bed.. not doing anything just laying there looking at his hyung...

"I dont really know hyung" kookie answered. Eyes slowly closing....