Time I Changed

Chapter 2 ~ Where To Go?

As Danny was just about to go back into the house, their father slammed the door in their face before yelling, "Wait there!" from the other side of it. When Danny sat on the wall beside the gate, their dad threw them a hundred and clamored, "I told your mother when you were born I wanted rid of you, I'll do anything I have to do to get you gone! Now you're finally going, and -unlike most people your age - not by choice!" His voice was laced with venom; You could tell he really meant what he said.

As the newly home-less teen walked along the street with their money in their pocket, they felt for their phone, but then remembered that.... It was in their room charging, along with everything else they owned. Danny knew where they were going: Nowhere. There was no train stations. No bus stops. No taxi services. Danny had no where to go, and no way of getting anywhere other than using their legs.

~*Timeskip a few hours*~

Danny had been walking for what seemed like hours, which they had been. They still had the money in their pocket, but - they didn't feel hungry - although, they hadn't eaten since that dinner. All they felt was depressed and.....unloved, unwanted and unwilling.

Danny's emotions grew too strong for them, they broke; They broke bad... The reason they broke, they had grown so, so strong. So strong that they had it all built up and then, it just went over the edge. Their face, now cascading with tears, was turning red - red with... what? As soon as they stopped crying, they realized something, they couldn't feel anything. I mean physically of course, but emotionally.... nothing, nothing at all. They shook it off, but felt odd, if they could feel anything at all, it was definitely that.... odd.

~*Magical Timeskip Brought To You By Lazy Bob*~

When Danny had calmed down, they saw someone, someone they hadn't seen for years, a girl, a girl they used to like, like, like-like. They still did when they were kicked out too, so why didn't they now, for some reason, they felt nothing towards the girl. Nothing towards her at all.

Danny was now occupied with and also lost in their mind, and so, they started to think about their family, but, they didn't feel anything towards them either. Not hate, dislike and certainly not love. It was strange, they felt nothing towards their whole-life crush, their family that weren't accepting of who they were or even the - they couldn't even call adorable anymore - puppy that had sat at their feet while they were sat on the rusty old bench in the worn-down, beaten, old park contemplating life like they did daily.

Nothing, they felt nothing......... What was going on? Why couldn't they feel? WHY CANT THEY GET ANSWERS?! They didn't know, and neither did anyone else, i guess it was just a waiting game for now. Until they found out them-self, and understood what was going on with them.

~*Another Timeskip Because Bob Feels Extra Lazy*~

They had calmed down by now after sitting at the trunk of a tree crying for what felt like days. All they wanted were answers.... Why couldn't they get any? Worst off, their family had told everyone they knew that Danny was gay and worthless, pathetic and disowned, unloved, unwanted and unneeded.

And, in all honesty, Danny thought they were right. They believed them; That was the hardest thing to get over.

They didn't have a phone or music,but they swore they could hear their favorite song.

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say

I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way

For all the dirty looks

For photographs your boyfriend took

Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay)

I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means

To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook

I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay

You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks

The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

They did, and it fit so well at this moment in time, it was ironic, but yeah. They walked around, or should i say ran, looking for the source of the playing of 'I'm Not Okay (I Promise) - My Chemical Romance'. They ran towards the sound, knew they were heading the right way from the sound getting louder. They knew they were meant to and when they got there, they saw someone, alone, playing it in the park, the only thing was, they were laid there, crying.