You Don't Know Me (Teen Wolf/ Spider-Man)

Part 5

"Scott please tell me your seeing what I'm seeing." Lydia said freaked out, she thought she was seeing a ghost.
Scott gave her a warm smile. "Lydia, it's him." I saw a tear roll down Lydia's face. I hurt her, I hurt everyone.
Lydia runs and jumps on me, luckily I catch her otherwise I would feel even worse. I return the hug holding her tightly, not wanting to let go. Until she stops and steps back.
"Stiles where have you been, I-I thought you were dead. We looked for you every where." I see the pain in her eyes, I really did hurt her.
"Lydia I'm so so sorry, it's just, after the nogsitsune I felt so guilty and... I had to get away from everything, I didn't want to hurt anyone else and I couldn't stand the guilt. I'm sorry." I look down and my eyes started to burn, but I tried my best not to cry.
"Stiles you ass, no one blamed you. I'm just relieved your okay." Lydia smiled at me.
It made me feel a little lighter, knowing Lydia didn't hate me.

Flashback
I make it home after a long day at school. To be honest it wasn't the best first day, first of all I run into my old frenemy, Jackson. Secondly I may of made eye contact with a second Lydia, which of cause I have a super crush on now. Don't get me wrong, Lydia will always and for ever be my number one crush, but I had to more on from Beacon Hills. The girls name was Mary Jane and just like Lydia she had strawberry blond hair and the cutest smile.
I jump on my bed and look up at the ceiling. I' just smile like a idiot, I can't stop thinking about Mary Jane. Maybe moving here wasn't the worst thing.
Then I remember I have a science trip tomorrow. Hopefully Jackson doesn't go, from what I could remember he wasn't very fond of science but then again it's a day off school. Also it would be a nice way to get to know Mary Jane, from what I saw today at school, she's very bright, almost as smart as Lydia, maybe even just as smart.

It's been 2 hours since Lydia walked through the door, since then, we've been talking about the last couple of years. Nothing has changed in Beacon Hills and neither have the pack.
Lydia still looks at me in disbelief as if she is dreaming, and when she wakes up I'll be gone. Each time I catch her staring at me I smile at her and do a little wave, she then quickly looks away.
To be honest I was thinking about telling them I am spider man, just get it out so I can have a weight lifted off my shoulders, but then I decide to go against it. Maybe one day I'll tell them the truth, but until then I'll just be plain old stiles.
The suddenly Scott's phone busses and 3 seconds later so does Lydia's.
"Is everything alright?" I asked.
"Derek just messaged us, there's a pack meeting in 10 minutes at his place." Scott said looking at me with a little hint of sadness. "Do you want to come?" He said changing his face expression to hopeful, I think he wants me to go with him.
I turn to look at Lydia and she is smiling nodding her head.
"Sorry guys but I don't know if I'm up to it. I've been gone for a long time you know and I would feel a little out of place at the meeting with everyone there. Maybe next time?" I was considering going but if I did everyone would bombard me with questions, I could only imagine how the conversation would go. Where have you been stiles? Why didn't you tell us where you went? We could of helped you! We thought you were dead!
Scott sighed. "It's okay stiles, I understand."
"Thanks Scott."
"We won't tell the pack that your back if that's what you want, but stiles your going to have to face them some day." Lydia said making a point. I know I have to face them but not just yet, although that didn't mean Spider man couldn't.
"Thanks Lyds, and I know and I will." I say smiling.
I stand up and wave goodbye. I walk out the front door and sigh, I remember my jeep is still smashed up at a tree, I take a deep breath and start my long journey back to my house.

Hi guys really hope you liked it and tell me what you think in the comments, also really sorry about this chapter, there's probably so many mistakes, I'll edit it soon but I just had to write something for you.