A/N: I decided to write this chapter and puplish it as it gets writen so that you can se a bit how I actually write each chapter and how I think and sometimes go back and change things. And then ofcourse I'm also doing this so that you don't have to wait as long for this chapter as you usualy need to.
Hopefully I also write each chapter faster then I did before because I've finally figured out the entire plot and witch direction I want this book to go.
I hope you like this chapter and that this new thing I'm trying doesn't ruin the book for you. If you wanna read the whole chapter at once and not snippets then once I titel this chapter more then "Chapter 11" the whole chapter is finished.
Also please tell me if you liked this way of me puplishing the chapter. Just so that I know if you want me to do like this everytime or you want me to puplish the whole chapter when it's finished.
This chapter is now finished.
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3 years later
Anton and I have been together for 3 years now. For 3 years I've kept our relationship a secret from Tom. Don't ask me how he didn't notice himself, he just didn't.
"Hi babe" without me noticing Anton has managed to walk up to me. He takes my face in his hands and lean in to kiss me. I turn my head so that his lips land on my cheek.
Even thought we've been together for 3 years now we haven't kissed for real yet. Our relationship has been kind of on and off alot so until I know that we will stay together I'm not going to kiss him other then on the cheek. I mean if we can't be together for more than 2 weeks at a time then it doesn't feel very serious. That's also kind of why I haven't told Tom about us. That and that I'm kind of afraid of how he will react. The last couple of months he's been getting kind of... weird. Clingier to be exact. If we're watching movies he cuddles up to me and sometimes I even catch him staring dreamingly at me instead of watching the movie and he doesn't even stop when he sees that I've sen him.
Anton puts his arm around my waist as if he did not get rejected 5 second ago, and starts leading me towards biology.
In biology I can't really focus on what the teacher says. All i keep thinking about is how weird everything has started feeling with Anton. In the beginning I feelt safe and at home with him but now I don't feel like that anymore. All we do is argue. Maybe we aren't meant to be together.
*Pling* The whole class looks at me. "whoops" I take up my phone from my pocket and turn the sound of and look at the screen. It was Heather that texted. *Hey Alanna. I'm sorry for needing to tell you this but I heard from the girls in my class that Anton slept with Victoria last week. I hope you're okay. If you need to talk about it or cry to someone about it then you know that me and Sharon are there for you.* my phone vibrates *PS: Adrian and Aaron says that they're also here if you need them to kick Antons butt.* I breath slowly and try to collect myself. I'm not going to start to cry. I've thought about dumping him for a while now and this just tips the cup over. It's in other words a final reason as to why I need to dump him. He's an asshole.
"Alanna are you listning?" I look up and there infront of me is my teacher standing. She's looking down at me with her eyebrows raised in question.
"Sorry mrs Hansen, I just learned that ny boyfriend cheated on me. Can I please go to the bathroom?" I act as if I'm hurt and trying to hold it in and be strong. Because in reality surely I'm hurt but the feeling that's slowly starting to take over me is anger. How could he do this?! I thought he at least loved me a bit. But apparently not.
"Oh, I'm so sorry Alanna. I didn't know. Ofcourse you can go to the bathroom. If you need someone to talk to just know that you can talk to any of the teachers and if you feel like you can't handle it and stay in school just tell a teacher and you can go home for the day." I don't need her to feel sorry for me.
"Thank you" I say instead, stand up and leave the classroom with my stuff pressed against my chest.
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First in the bathroom do I take up my phone. I text Anton *How could you do this to me?! I know that we haven't had the best reletionship but I never took you for a person that would cheat. We're over! For good this time.* I take a deep breath to calm myself and then walk out the door and head to my next class.
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Hombres LoboAlanna Beck is nine years old and very smart and responsible for her age. When she starts school after the summer vacation she gets a knew teacher in math and english. He has a lot of secrets that no one knows. He abducts Alanna because she's his ma...
